Life is Funny

You want things to work out. The more you worry about them working out, the worse they get. If you give the universe some distance and trust in yourself as a god, fully able to manifest your desires directly. Take me, for instance, I wanted a business in granite cutting so bad, I could taste it. I thought I had to work in the stock market to get millions to finance my dream. I actually made ½ million, but the problem was, I was bored, so I also lost 1 million along the way. When I finally saw my own folly and started to work in granite for my whole living, it was not hard or boring. I gave up on the stock market in February and in May, I was profitable and doing what I wanted to do full time. Aurita's even getting paid by father. She feels great about being needed in the marketplace again. She went out to a seminar and got out among them. She needs that every once in awhile. It goes to show you that if you're doing hat you like, then you've got the world by the tail because you are in the flow of life. Flow is necessary to manifest because you are taking advantage of things as they happen. You have to live life in the moment to manifest, appreciating life as it happens is the only way to go through life. I drive 50 miles to a quarry and as I drive I'm open to the flow of life. I just let it all unfold before me and you can't imagine how pleasurable it is. Every time I concentrate on some facet of life that I haven't seen before and it turns into a marvelous event, the act of noticing is powerful and addictive. I have always been very active in life , at least, in my mind. My mind pattern determines my DNA which in turn makes up my intent. I leave it all to how I feel as I'm going through it. My mind pattern presents different options and my heart and soul choose the path I take. I do not have serious-itis. I've always had a ball going through life and now is the perfect time to be alive. Not much recrimination here, just feelings, intent and action. I have no idea of where my next check is coming from and I am beginning to trust in myself to manifest enough for my needs and wants. Life is called, "don't get in your own way, let life happen to you, as you experience it, you grow and evolve into what you already know you are, a god in embryo. There is no manual to life, you have to experience it to get the most out of it. The more you experience , the more you can experience. There is no shortage of energy on earth, just a shortage of transmuting acts in order to manifest what you want. Get quiet and find out what you want and go after it now, not someday. You might die tomorrow and if you do what you like today, then it really doesn't matter because the moment is all there is and in the moment, there is no time or lag.