We Have Changed, I Have Changed

What has happened to this nation since 9/11/01? We have changed, some for better, most for worse. But from whose standpoint have we gotten worse, mine! For 2 years, we have been fed a line about homeland security and all the headlines are put there to scare us into giving up our freedoms, if we ever had them in the first place. I don’t think anyone who ever passed the bill knew what they were passing because nobody in congress ever reads the fine print, If they did, they would never pass any bill, let alone homeland security, Homeland wreaks of the fatherland to me
For one, we seem a lot duller now, as if we have been whipped once too often and don’t want to get up. I would call it the glassy eyed nation of followers anymore. The powers that be are making the world more incomprehensible than it actually is for a reason. Homeland security is that reason. The bill controls us to such a degree that we will never recover any amount of the greatness we once had. We are a nation in hiding. A tribe banding together and hoping no bully will come and take away our ball. If the 20th century was the American century, then the 21st century is the ruling class century. We had our glory days and now we are in a world on its way to another dark age, not unlike the last dark age. It will be one of domination of the many by few in power.
I see it coming , but am powerless to stop it so I retreat into my cocoon hoping to change my mind pattern before the world overtakes me. I hope I am not too late because my freedom and sanity is at stake here. Nothing less! Only with my mind as my guide can I hope to cope with such a mess as this world will and is becoming. Yes. I have changed and am still changing, but am I fast enough to outrun a world ran amuck with programmed zombies running around killing people right and left. I hope so. I’ve got to change to be able to observe what is going on without being affected too much by it. I ‘ve got to somehow experience it with out getting drowned in the process. This, alone, is my consuming passion. The reason why I’m here is because this is all happening. I’m a one man historian, looking to understand what he sees without becoming lost in the process. So far as I know, I’m the only one doing my task and that is why I must succeed. I must change ahead of the masses so that I can flow with change when it occurs, and not get swept under and drown. I am changing to survive. Very few of who I see will survive the change that is coming, but I must, for myself. I am the future of mankind as I see it, no better or worse than any other, just knowing I must and am changing fast. I don’t ask anyone to follow me because I am not a leader, or a follower, just an observer. Get out of my way, I am coming through. I am duller than I was because of what I’ve seen and been though in my life. Unfortunately, that is the way of this life. You may say what is the use, it’s all too big to comprehend, but there I will be trying desperately to make sense of it all anyway. I have a critical role to perform even if no one understands what I am trying to do. I do it because it is my passion
to do it as well as possible, I have changed, welcome to the renewing me. I am making myself over anew because I must. There is no alternative for me. The quickening is upon us and now I have to charge into the Frey. I am sure of my course as it flows to me nightly as I release the days events to my oversoul. You cannot even imagine how fast the flow is going. I don’t have to worry about keeping up with it since I am part of it already. I just have to attune my mind pattern to the frequency of the flow state, and I am there. Come along for the ride. It’s a beauty!