Why People Never Wake Up!

With so much junk floating through the air waves, it is often hard to distinguish between the gems and the junk. I start from a slightly different base than most, I feel my way through the maze. When people start bad mouthing me or anyone else for that matter, I don't wonder about my sanity, just theirs. I begin to wonder how they could have come up with what they think is the gospel according to Garp. I usually get back to a faulty base full of contradictions. First of all, where do they get off judging me and my life direction? Did they get a private conference with my oversoul that no one else got, including me. I follow a course of live and let live and shown in that light they are entitled to their opinion as everyone is, but they should have the good sense to keep their holier than thou opinions to themselves. This whole paper is my fault because I am reacting to what I should not anyway. Some times it helps to write out the follies of the world and go on with your evolution ASAP. This too shall pass. I am receiving another lesson, obviously because I didn't learn enough from the ones before. It is my mission in life to figure out the meaning before I fall in the holes that life has so conveniently put there just to test me. It's all a game to me. When life gets challenging, I search for hidden meanings in plain sight. Most of the time, I just have to slow way down to feel what is really going on. This keeps me from going off like a rocket when someone does something stupid or really ugly. Life usually reflects you right back at you. I hardly ever have to search very far to get the meaning of what is happening at any one point in time. Usually, it's close to home and it involves a lesson that you almost got before, but didn't because you were too busy doing ego-trip kinds of things to notice. This is really what it is all about, noticing or witnessing. I am my own best observer. Take a moment right now to notice life as it is going on. Living is an art form and some people are really very good at it, let alone, flowers, or other animals. Try them on for size and you'll find out how wonderful life really is. When I can see my way through the fog of life, then I ve got my key. I know it when it comes by the way it feels. It feels good as ever now because I'm concentrating on living in the present. I somehow know it will be fine as long as I make all my final decisions with my gut instinct. Your mind is a great organizer and it can give you plenty of options, but when it comes down to the final choice, go with your gut. If you make yourself important and try to use this knowledge, it and you will fail ultimately. You're not here to win any popularity contests, you're here to figure out what suits you best in this life and get on with it. What suits you best always feels better than anything else does, so go with how you feel and don't be too concerned about what other people say because they are not living your life, you are. Live it, by your rules and on your terms and you will play it well. When you live in the present, not expecting anything but what life will give you in that instant, you living life at its best, taking advantage of opportunities as they happen and avoiding those pitfalls as they arise. When you get good at the game, then you can feel how things are going to work out before they happen. This is what I mean about seeing your way through the fog of life to the good stuff. The good stuff is the tests that life throws at you, just wondering how far you will grow during this round. Judge yourself kindly as you are your own worst critic. You're not out unless you believe you're out. I have often heard what you think determines your actions, well, I have a slightly different outlook, your intentions determine how far you'll rise along with how much negative thoughts you carry throughout your life. I spent at least one more trip up the wrong ladder than I care to admit and I have now come to the realization that if I had paid attention a long time ago to my feelings instead of a half crazed megalomaniac like Ayn Rand, then I would have not taken such a wrong turn in my life. I'm talking about paying attention to how you feel all the time, not just part of the time. The course you choose will be based in part on your thoughts, but mostly on how you feel about the things you do and the people you like to be around. This path is a little different than the planned existence that I used to dream about. You may not exactly have too much in the bank at certain times in your life, but the universal field will provide a way. All you have to do is decipher the code that life offers. Life is mostly metaphors and allegory. There is meaning in everything that happens and you have to top, look and listen to notice it. Once you get the meaning, you'll know it through and through. You're never quite sure of anything until you know it. Knowing something and believing something are two different things entirely. You know something when you can see your way through the stuff that life puts in the way. Up until that time, you'll just have to believe it to be true. Your beliefs can harbor some doubts so be careful what you think along this path. What you think will come true and then I hope you like it. Examine your thoughts with your feelings about the outcomes that most certainly will happen when you achieve your goals. Get your ego out of the way. Say to yourself, if I died tomorrow, what would I like to have done today. I thought I could buy my way out of my problems. Wrong answer! You have to forgive yourself first along the way and get on with life. How long you spend on guilt trips is a real measure of how stupid you are. People on guilt trips live in the past continually, never having a chance at the good stuff. Now is where it's at! Living in the now is a constant source of pleasure, pain and excitement, since new avenues open up every instant of your life. All you have to do is check them out with your feelings and go with what seems best at the time. Time is another interesting concept because time cannot exist when you're in the flow of the universal field. You can have the energy of a rock or a rocket, the only meaningful difference is 2 letters. Be careful what you wish for because you will get it. I hope you like how your thoughts feel because they're yours and no one else's. You can fly, all you have to do is feel how bad you want it. If it is a burning desire, it will happen. If it is just a wish then you may only fly in your dreams. Make your dreams real and you can do anything you can dream.