Look What I Did

This is not a very nice reality I have created for myself so what I ve got to do now and right now is start liking this new situation and then things will improve instantly. Change my mind and the situation changes to meet my new expectations. So, how do I start liking my new situation besides realizing what I have to work with and improving from where I find myself at this point in 3-d. In maximum 2 years, all we treasure about America will be gone. This will then be a land of slaves with nowhere else on earth to go. Solution: Make a reality that you like and live it ASAP. Stone is out. You can't go back, I tried that. Writing to save humanity seems reasonable at this point in 3-d, so do it. We are programmed to think negative thoughts and we do. If we change that programming and think of us as beings of light instead, things change fast. If I stop thinking like I have been programmed to and start thinking for myself, then things change for me as soon as I do just that. If I can get a few others to do the same, then we become a light or a beacon that the whole world can follow and pretty soon the world is not a race of sinners, but winners. There is no such thing as sin, just stupidity, for a long time. I have to wake up and think for myself, write about the process, and sell my e-books online to a large audience to get the world to change. Write about the process of coming clear.
First, I would have to become aware of each moment or enough of them to grab an opportunity to make some cash to get us out of the situation I created. So I meditate to quiet the backtalk that I have been taught, in order to be able to concentrate on the task at hand.