Thoughts on my life

I am glad you could take it. I take quite a chance sending my stuff out. Most people are so unlikely to look at themselves that they actually get afraid if someone like me comes around and shows them what is so. I wrote a program called romance is passion awhile for sale on the internet. The whole thing didn't sell well and I can now see why. I alienated men and scared women to death.

When I get going I can be very scary and many people will say I'm right, but they don't like to have to see it. My blogs are real hard to take and that is why I don't give them out at all. Everyone who ever reads much of what I write leaves. I guess the truth is painful.

I make sense out of my world and in doing so I alienate a lot of people.

Your writing on male-female relationships is quite good. Men are not any good at being introspective. The only reason women used to live longer than men and in most cases still do is because of the macho world men tend to live in. It's a world I never was good at being in. Women have their own ways of being stupid, but men really have a lock on it. Men are used to being led around by someone who is pretty fake because she knows that men like big breasts and shapely butts, even if they are mostly silicone. This wham, bam, no thank you mamm, fall asleep on you attitude is a bit much. Over 99 % of the men think this is cool.

Men tend to live on the ragged edge of being totally out of control, especially in groups. I often wonder how many women would survive if all the laws and guns that protect them were suddenly gone. Very little, if anything has changed and that is why males are so easy to control. The dangerous hunts are now thrill seeking days off.

My wife keeps things interesting for me. Without her around, I quickly turn into a very dull intense person that takes himself far too seriously. I married my wife for the sense of life she has. She is 6 years older than I am and 2-3 times more lively.

I have a distinct tendency to be a know-it-all which is very boring. She is my spark. She makes me laugh and I love it and her a lot.

I am good at everything I do and I enjoy it immensely.

I know a lot of stuff that no one has any interest in. I know a lot of stuff I shouldn't know anything about because I probe intensely and often.

I feel like Benjamin Franklin Gates in the movies, National Treasure. I am on the biggest ego trip around and I love it, make no mistake about it. Nicolas Cage has made a number of movies I can get into. Next deals with a man who always knows what is coming. I generally know what is coming too, but no one is interested in that. After awhile, it gets to be very boring. I have people figured to a fine point. To meet someone fresh like my wife is like a moment of joy in an otherwise dull gray world.