My Constructs

My Driving Construct

Now that I think about it, I do have a driving construct that is very active. I have had 5 accidents in my life and none of them were accidents. I knew they were coming, I had the chance to avoid them and I did not. On the other hand, I avoid accidents almost every week where someone is going to hit me and I avoid being hit. I have had no formal training that I consciously know of and yet, 2 weeks back, I did a 360 in my wife’s car in the middle of heavy traffic and no one was injured or got a scratch on their car. My bumper got scraped. I kept right on going down the road in the middle of an ice storm. I didn’t miss a beat. I keep an eye peeled 360degrees while I am in the car. I look more in my rear view mirror than in the front. I am an observer that is what I do. I have a 6th sense about a space around me and I know what is that space at all times. When I am triggered by some event, I hit someone on purpose. I have never had an accident in my life. I know that I am a trigger for the people I hit now. No one has ever been seriously injured in my crashes, but I nudged them and they knew they were nudged. Do not worry about me on mountain roads. I always am on the lookout for things that happen ¼ to ½ mile away. That is how good my 6th sense is. When I was younger, I would pass 10-15 cars in a row on curvy mountain roads because I knew the road and the curves and where to look for traffic coming against me. I am one of the world’s best defensive drivers around. I have to be, with all that I have seen and done. I am also one of the most offensive drivers I know.

My Government Construct

I also have what I call a government construct. I can tell what the government is going to pull on me before it happens and I move out of the way. I am rapidly becoming a non-statistic at this point in time. For the last 5 years, I have paid no tax and this year will not be an exception to that. My income is practically non-traceable. I file my taxes, but I do not pay tax. To date all my deductions are legal. I am in hiding for a good reason. The government is out of control and the idiots have guns and they are not afraid to use them. They know what it means to kill someone and they don’t care. I do. I am not consciously aware of ever killing anyone, but I know I am capable of it, physically and mentally.

My Dog Construct

I love dogs. I love to play with them. I howl with them. I whisper to them. I love them. I understand them. I know how to treat them. I am almost like Crocodile Dundee when it comes to dogs. I may have recently been one in another life. I pity any dog who comes at me mad or looking for a hard time because I know I will come out on top. I am a dog whisperer.

My “I get what I want” Construct

I have always got my way. No, things have not always been easy, but they have always been smooth. I make smooth transitions. My wife might tell you otherwise. She tends to like money a lot more than I do. When I really want something badly, for myself, something in me kicks in gear and I get it. There are no exceptions to this rule. When I worked for a living at engineering, I was a project engineer. I was the best project engineer around. I always got my projects in on time and on the money. I was and still am good at getting people to do things for me that they never thought would be possible for them to do. Nevertheless, they do it for me. I slide into people, get what I want and leave them smiling. I invest heavily in the win-win scenario. A win for me is a win for them because I push people to do their best work for me. I always pay them well, but I also let them know in more than thanks that they did their best and we both come out ahead.

My Safety Construct

I know I have a 6th sense as to my own and other people’s safety. I just know when something is going wrong. I’ll often wake up in the middle of the night and shut the door or turn off a leaky toilet. My 6th sense also observes for me so I will look up into the sky and I will see things that other people miss because I want to see those things. They help me make sense of my world. There is something inside me that warns me of impending danger and right now I am being triggered all the time. To date, my senses are one step ahead of the rest of the world. I could read the Wall Street Journal for a week in the 70’s and then tell you with certainty what was going to happen and where it was going to happen. I didn’t know how I knew and I cussed everyone else out for not knowing and avoiding the pitfall before it came crashing down on their heads.

Personal Tragedy

Sure I have them just like everyone else, but after them I leap forward like a rocket. When I hit on the head, I learn from the experience and go on with my life. I am now learning so I can get on with my life.

My Control Construct

I have a deep need to be in control just like everyone on earth. My last dream was very telling about my other programming dreams. When I am in control, I am vulnerable to attack because I like it so much, I float though it. It’s like being Stanley Jobson in Swordfish. I just see the code in my head. I see the signposts very clearly that no one else sees. Right now, the alarms are going off in my head to get invisible as quickly as possible. Deception and misdirection are the ways in which the reptilians control us. They always have and always will because it works. It’s like a hear drum that no one else hears. I am a beat off the normal stride and I like it that way.