Protection from the Hordes

I am protected by my mindset or mind pattern. I simply do not think about the things that could harm me. In that way, I don’t unintentionally draw them to me. Of course, it is more than that, but then again, I don’t think like a victim either. I’m not all-powerful, even though I am physically a big person. I learned a long time ago that no matter how big I was, there was always someone bigger and more powerful. I became then like the artful dodger in Oliver, able to blend into a crowd well. It is a good habit for an observer to have. I’m not that clever, although I am smart enough to stay out of the way of those in power. I have an acute sixth sense, if you will, about what the government will do next and so I just stay out of the way of that move. I’m not aggressive, but I do think one ought to do what they say they going to do. I’m not on time by a clock because I never have cared too much about time, since it is a temporary condition of this universe. By temporary, I mean impermanent. It’s like trying to hit a moving target that will not stop moving. Why try? Right now, I’m not paying any tax, nor have I, for the past 5 years. I used to get audited when I had an accountant, but now that I am my own accountant, no more audits. I don’t pay much attention to money, but somehow I always have enough for what I really want to do. I used to collect things, now I don’t, and I still have enough things to float a battleship. I’ve never been much of a traveler, but I do like the mountains. I suppose that I play at stone cutting in the mountains. Since I love information, I’m in love with Internet and computers. I click with computers. I always have. I like numbers, writing, and history (my version). Because I concentrate on making sense of things, I often do, at least to my own satisfaction. I like the human psyche, and sometimes even understand it. I get off on helping people do things so well that they don’t even know I’m there. I fade into the background well. That means a lot of people step on me, but I fool them, I bounce right back for another round. I’m often reserved, until you get to know me, then I’m not shy at all. I’m only reserved because I am studying your affect on me and whether I like it or not. I am the keenest observer I know. It is what I do best. I notice things that other people miss. I don’t have much of an ego to get in the way, which is to say I’m not aware of my huge ego. Most people try to take advantage of me. I said try. They rarely do, but I always take advantage of everyone around me. I am a user of people and things in the best sense. I use them, but they don’t know it. They almost always think they’re using me to their advantage, but I always get what I want in the end, although I am not goal-oriented. I move away from pain and suffering. That means I don’t know that much difference between pleasure and pain, which is true. I have a high tolerance for pain, both physical and mental. I lead a level life, as an observer should. I blend in well. I excel at what I’m good at, noticing details. I’m not athletic, but I’m not a wimp either. I like to eat, but I can fast for a month and not notice the lack of food. I seek out my version of pleasure so that makes a generally happy person. I am a pacifist, but I like my freedom. I am very good at avoiding conflict because I am a great observer and can see it coming from a ways off. Right now, I’m hunkering down, preparing for what I call the mental dark ages. Right now, the governments of earth are playing with people’s minds to such a degree as never before. Since I’m powerless to stop it on a global level, I don’t try. I change on an internal level by just letting it flow through me like the wind passes through a large screen, never gathering enough resistance to make blowing the screen down an issue. I am a good filter. I roll with the punches well. If someone wants me to change, I make a correction in direction to make the jump minimal. Most of the time, I land easy, and when I don’t; well then I learn and go on as if nothing happened. I do not worry as worrying accomplishes nothing except mental misery. Worrying is for victims. I’m no victim; I’m a survivor. I always have been. Go with the flow and you always are around. Go against the flow and you’ll probably get knocked over by a big wave. Life is easy if you play by the rules. Whose rules, mine, of course.

I know the powers that be are out there and interested in anyone doing anything independently, but if I don’t attract them, then they won’t look for me. If I don’t invite the big bear in for tea, I can’t get eaten very easily. If I release each day’s events to my oversoul and bring no baggage forward in this life, it is much easier to move around without suspicion because I am not carrying any guilt from the past around me like a magnet for victims. If I form a clear idea of what I want and go after it, staying on track all the time, what reason do I give the NWO? No reason at all to suspect little old me, so they don’t, most of the time. I slide between the cracks well. The flow I follow is the universe telling me to go right when everyone else goes left, like lemmings. I don’t care that no one follows me, as I didn’t come to 3-d missing company. I came here to observe and I do just that.

In Renaissance Man, the main character said a truism, which is: The choices we make determine the lives we lead. I believe that to be true. I have made choices in my life before, some of which turned me astray from my chosen path. The stock market was and still is a blind alley, one that almost took me out of the game. Granite is a good game, one that gives me a lot of pleasure, but it is an old game for me, and I must move on to the Internet, which is the only game in town, right now. Engineering was also a good game, but I left, not knowing how good a game it truly was. I am choosing to let my mind be my guide. With the Internet, I can gain stability and freedom of information, at the same time. This feels right; it is not another ego trip, like the stock market was. It took me awhile to bring the minds I like to me, but it happened. I made a lot of costly errors along the way, but I am proud of the result. I compete for the dollars of someone who can think. If I am good enough, they buy, if not they don’t.

The ways in which we live our lives with respect to what we’re here for also makes for an interesting life pattern. Each time we get too carried away with our ego wanting some more baggage, or security then we set ourselves up for a fall from grace, so to speak. If we become too enamored with the trappings of life instead of the experiences we gain by being here, we set ourselves up to not follow the flow of life by thinking we can determine our own flow. It happens to me everyday. Just when I think I’ve got things going my way, that’s when the rug is pulled out from under me. Nothing in this life is sure to be true except the fact of change. That is the one constant, not time, which is variable. We control by our desire or the desire to not have something. The desire not to have something always brings what we don’t want, closer to us, and the reality of our getting what we don’t want to have. The real challenge, it seems to me, is controlling our mind pattern so that what we don’t is never thought about by us. This is hard to achieve, in reality, but easy to say in theory. If I keep my mind empty of baggage from previous exploits by releasing the garbage to my oversoul, then I am free to flow with life rather than get in its way. If I can manage this, then I have got it made, whatever my reason for being here is. Baggage creates weight and doubt about my abilities to make it in this world w/o the baggage at my side. Sooner, or later, the baggage becomes a nuisance, and is too heavy to discard w/o our ego having kittens.