My Life As I See It

My life as I see it goes along fairly well. Oh, I lack funds to do what I like sometimes, but who doesn’t. When I really need the funds, they are in ample supply. I generally do what I like when I want to. I laugh and sing a lot. I am a generally happy person who doesn’t worry much at all about what is or isn’t going to happen because I can generally figure out where it best for me to be to avoid any real suffering. I’ve had my ups and downs, but generally my downs are just before my ups because I get a laugh that changes me inside and I go off in a new direction, one more suited to me. I have figured out about as much of the world as I’m allowed to without being too much affected by it all. I am programmed by my associations with my family and wife. I have no close friends so they cannot be either programmed by me or visa versa. As far as the world goes, it is as messy as you let it be. The faster you figure things out here, the easier your life will be. That is, the faster you figure out what you were sent here to do, the easier it is to flow into it. I equate flow with the way you let light flow though you. The faster you adjust your temperament to the situations you create, then the easier it is to let the universe flow through you. We are all connected by the same energy or light (photons, to be correct). When we recognize that we can create anything we want in this life, merely by thinking about it consistently and acting on those intentions. Let us say, I want some ice cream. I either go to the store or the refrigerator to get some and Walla, I have my ice cream. If I were really good at mind patterning, I could just materialize the ice cream from nothing but energy. As it, I settle for having it a little late, possibly 5 minutes. For me, being an efficiency expert like I am always, I weigh the amount of unique energy that it would take me to gain the insight into the universe to be able to materialize the ice cream against having known myself well enough to buy it and put it in my refrigerator before I run out. There are probably several gurus who study for years and can materialize lots of things, but ice cream is pretty low on their list of things they would like to materialize, because it is so readily available in more well-to-do countries. Why materialize something that they may not even like, let alone want. So much for my absurd experiment. No self respecting guru would ever materialize money either, but they might give a talk about some insight they think everyone is not privy to, and then receive funds for the talk. The thing about materializing is that it requires a lot precision. You have to know what the kind of money you can spend looks like and feels like, let alone the specifications for, say, $ versus rubles, rupees, francs, or pesos. What the guru may be good at is, keeping himself from physical harm, repairing a cut on his person. Most people who are any good at what they do, acquire a 6th sense about what is good for them in this world and what is not. It’s called paying attention to what is going on. I’m good at it and always striving to get better.