Enlightenment

This is a subject that is dear to me right now. It includes choices. I would call several people enlightened. Not one of them that I know or have heard of would take another 3-D life to save his own. Enlightenment means cutting loose from the tribal instinct bred into you from birth. It means letting go of the safety of tribal emotions. If a Draco came up to me today and tried to shoot me and I had it in my power to shoot him, I doubt that I could in all honesty, shoot him knowing that his destiny was not to shoot me first. The ego creates a lot of rules that are based on the fight or flight syndrome that I am finally growing out of. Does this admission make me a pacifist, coward, or enlightened, NO! It just points me in the way of knowing that I am firmly immortal and not into the idea that I should do harm. Does this mean that I would be used by the Draco, knowingly to do things that I would not normally do, NO! I would rather die than do anything that knowing ly would hurt another 3-D being. If I have to choose between life in a world where I have to kill or be killed, and not living, then I choose not be in this evolution at this point in time. There comes a time in everyone's life when certain things ring true. There is a bell going off in my head right now as to the right way to go. The Stock Market is definitely not the way to go. Cleaning up Rocky Flats and making monuments for all the people who died that didn't have to, is. I am helping the earth, myself and others in the process. I helped pollute the earth big time and in my own small way helped speed people to their idea of god. I am not going to pick up people who are in the gutter of life anymore. I will not volunteer what I know to any one who is clearly not of a mind to ask for my help. They have their reason for being and so do I. We are connected, but on different paths. Our souls may even meet and have a chuckle about the differences. I am leaving the crowd once more, never to return. For now, my way is clear and even though I took a long path to get here, I am here now. I cannot tell you where it will lead me, but I know it feels right. That is all that is important now. I am leaping again and it is something to watch. This time it is a evolutionary leap beyond the finite 3-D world into the unknown and I am ready to get started, knowing that everything will turn out fine for me. Do I have a clue as to how I am going to get out of debt, NO! I don't really care about the money. I have so much to give back for the privilege of coming to 3-D and I have lost so much time already, that I want to give something back to the earth and the people of this small planet that is so wise. I can now say that because I realize it as the truth. That which never changes is true. I can see only a small portion of this plan as that is what pleases me right now. I have always managed the coincidences of my life with ease so I again will do this. After being lost in the ego driven world of tick-tock Stock Market blues, I have gone back to chopping wood and carrying water. I don't even care to notice what I look like, though it is more than likely a fool. I have drifted one step into the observer zone, noticing and focusing on moment to moment life as it happens. I will reclaim my financial life or not. If I sold my home tomorrow, I would be out of debt. Right now, my wife says that is not an option to consider. I respect her wishes and go on to another solution. She too, is on a path of her own choosing and I am helping her when asked. When I connect to the god force, I become a god, creating my world the way my soul intended it to be. I am empowered with it all the time, but I just do not realize it, because at one time or another, I am too full of my ego to learn anything new. I finally have an opinion about my ego and that is; my ego is my opinion and nothing more. What I am starting to do when a supposedly negative event comes around, is to stand back not two steps, but a thousand to gain perspective so I can perceive the right thing to do from a feeling standpoint. Enlightenment is a process that one goes through, if one is lucky, and I am lucky.