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My thoughts on the world of 3-D, its reality, and how it works.

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

My Gift is Noticing

I notice things more easily than most people. It is my special gift. I live to observe my world as it goes by, sometimes in awe, sometimes in acceptance, always in wonder.
I observe people in acts of kindness and terror. I observe it all to get a better view of how it all fits together. I observe for profit and for love. I observe to grow and to live through it. I always comment on what I observe, therefore I am opinionated to say the least. As I observe things coming together and flying apart, I wonder how it all fits and what is the driver behind my observations. It seems as though everyone has an agenda, though they may not as yet know it. fully.
Recognizing my gift is not enough, I must use it for the betterment of myself and mankind to become whole. When I do this consciously, the universe will reward me with what I manifest. I can manifest nightmares or dreams, depending upon how clearly I focus on my specific talents. I am the master of my fate and the more I realize that, the more I am in tune with the universe at large. When I am in tune or in flow, things go well, if not, then things just go. I may not know it is going well when it is, but I will know from the experience of it all. By bringing it home to me, I make my world real. The more I fit the pieces together, the easier it is for me live my life simply. When I am lumbered down by things and out dated concepts, my life slows down and becomes lethargic.
When I really focus in one thing, I tend to understand that one thing, but I continually miss all the hints as to what goes on here. The more I dissect the distractions to find out what is really going on, the faster I learn that this is all a test of character, for lack of a better word. Nothing is what it seems to be, all is allegory and symbols, color, and tone. Yes, it takes all of your senses operating at a high pitch to make it all fit. When my attention is on one thing, I am being manipulated away form something else that may be my key to what is going on in 3-D. All of life is a balance and I must balance the distractions and the real stuff to become fully aware of what the 3-D game is, and how I play it to win the game. One must always bounce stuff of oversoul and god-mind to integrate it into my ego, so I can make a decision as to the next step in my life. Maybe god-mind is playing with me just to find out what will happen, and maybe not. When I use my gift in the proper way, I am in play, as they say. I live to be in play because that is when I learn the most quickly. My gift is noticing, go get your own. I will notice you in process and not mention anything, until you ask.
Be careful what you ask for, because you might not get the answer you like, or even want. The answer may confound you, or lead you down my path. The path of least resistance is often someone else’s path, and it has been traveled a lot. This is the path most people take, one of conformity, peers, teachers, parents, and clergy. It is most tempting to go this way, since this the reality most people are aware of. Most people are lost in a hopeless sea of conformity because they have been taught that way.
The only way to find your gift is to look deeply at yourself and observe yourself as you go through the day. Are you slightly out of tune with conformity? If so, great. If not, you are stuck for as long as you feel comfortable in someone else’s rut, you will be bored with your so-called life. Choosing to live your special gift is like finding yourself for the first time, and knowing you are having a flowing experience. How well you please others in this life is directly related to how well you live on this earth. This is where the balance comes into play. If you use your gift to please your self only, you may have a happy short life. If you use your gift to please yourself and others, your life will be long and pleasing. If you don’t ever find your gift, or find it and ignore it, you may wait an eternity , going down someone else’s path.
Observe everything and bring it home to you. Make it all real, and in the process, you will grow into the realization that you have a real gift and it is special to you.

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