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My thoughts on the world of 3-D, its reality, and how it works.

Thursday, December 09, 2004

Connections

I am connected to everything in my life. I bring everyone in my life to me in the same way my mind pattern creates my own reality. The kind of life I lead is the one I’ve chosen to lead. I either choose consciously or unconsciously to bring everyone else along for the ride. If I choose unconsciously then I am still responsible for my life and the wreck and the beauty of it all. We live in a world of duality and for whatever we create somewhere we are destroying something else. We would like to destroy our baggage, both emotional and physical as we create our new purpose. If I am unconscious when I create my reality then I am also unconscious of what I destroy. If I am unaware of my connection consciously then I may destroy what I like and create what I don’t like. The connection needs to be conscious to be nurtured. If I consciously think of my lacks all the time, my mind pattern can do nothing else but create more lacking opportunities.

Thought creates form in my life just as sure night follows day. How I perceive my life is both my fortune and my despair. If I perceive despair then I am a victim and when I perceive fortune I am a conscious creator. I have got to become more appreciative of what I have created. If I am not in a state of appreciation then I am in a state of fear. When I am fearful, I become a slave of my intentions- that of being a victim. I see the glass as empty. When I am appreciative of the reality that I have created, I am in a state of connectedness with the universe at large, or in the flow. I see the glass as full.
I am, at worst, the co-creator of my reality. I use the god-mind information and energy available to me to create my perceived reality. When I create consciously, I am a willing creator. When I create unconsciously, I am an unknowing creator that just goes along with whatever is created, not knowing how to affect the outcome.
My perception is my reality. I have got to perceive the reality I create as a good one to maintain my sense of self. I know that I have to appreciate what I create in order to create more good things in my life. The moment I let go of the form making mind pattern, doubt creeps in. This is where mental discipline comes in handy. Mental discipline is not the discipline as most people know it. I must strive to be mentally aware of life and the consequences of each empowering thought pattern. If I form a thought pattern of weakness then I attract someone to do harm to me. If I form a thought pattern of killing something or someone then I become the intentional slayer of thousands. Even if this thought is unconscious, I still become responsible for thousands of deaths. If I let my world go to shit, it will. Only I can make things go right in my life. There is only one way to do that and that is consciously forming a mind pattern that I am a great creator of the life I want to lead.
How do you make something happen in your life? You make it happen through the conscious intention of living your life on purpose. When you are on purpose you are in the flow of the universe. If I lose faith in my ability to make things happen, the things that would have happened stop happening and are replaced by doubt and thoughts of being a victim. Then all you create is extra mental and physical baggage to carry around with you. The thought that you have unconsciously is still a thought and carries as much power as a conscious thought does. If you feel out of control in your life, you are. By default, your life is on a wheel of chance with an infinite number of ways to go wrong and only one way to go right. When you find your purpose to be in 3-D that is your one way to go. Just don’t be asleep at the switch because you get your karma, rather than your dharma. Worrying about the outcome will definitely make it go wrong while knowing that your outcome is secured by your mind pattern’s ability to make up the reality you desire will make it go right. God-mind has no timeframe. If you are early so be it. You are early. Do not doubt your ability to make the kind of reality you desire come about. Get quiet and form your ideas more carefully this time. You’ve got to see it before it can become real, that is, you’ve got to have the right frame of mind before you can create what you want. Often the thought is already around you, you just have to get unstuck long enough to look up out of the rut of your way of going about life unconsciously to be aware of it. Time frame is not as important as the mind pattern. With the right mind pattern, you can manifest all that you require instantly. With a creative mind pattern you often find that you had all you require all along and just were too dense to notice it. Get quiet and get in the flow of life in order to create what you want in life.
All it takes is focus to consciously manifest. Focus requires every thought to be on purpose. If you’re walking down the street thinking about how you’ll get the next contract and all of a sudden out of the corner of your eye, you see a beautiful sight and pause to enjoy it, then you kiss focus goodbye. I’m talking about an absolute obsession. Nothing less will make your form of conscious reality come about. If you’re thinking about that next contract with the power of focus and that beautiful sight comes along, you just integrate that beautiful vision into your reality and go on about your life. Focus has no room for odd thoughts. Focus lets you take advantage of opportunities that come by. If you don’t have focus, you unconsciously let these opportunities go by. When you do that you let the timeframe slip in the never neverland zone and you’re back to spin the bottle in your life. When you live your life unconsciously you have no direction or purpose or is it that you just don’t know your purpose but have been following it all along.

What if my whole life has spent under the wrong assumption?

We are connected to god-mind all the time and we want to be consciously connected so that we can get what we think we want. Control, Safety, security, love, financial success, and friends are just some of the things we hope to gain for ourselves in this life. Is this really all there is to us after all? I hope not, but I fear it is. We have to step beyond these physical matters to be more than we are right now. To be connected consciously has nothing to do with any of this at all. To be consciously in the universal flow of life means to let go of your physical bonds and be happy in spite of it all. The new world order and all its follies are nothing when compared to the power we have inside us. When we are truly connected we can change our reality to a newky created one every moment of every day. No amount of baggage can collect when you are in flow because the universe won’t let it collect. We were meant to be on purpose all the time. Anything less is just child’s play. The connection goes on and on, even when we sleep or especially when we sleep. We sleep to regenerate and get our ego personality out of the way. What if waking up is when you are unconscious of it all and only when you go to sleep can you truly let go. Waking time is when you are in the new world order grip of things. Dreaming is when you create your own reality. Does it have to make sense? NO! Does your waking life make sense? NO!

Look at me, for years I told myself that peace was the key to my life and now I’m so at peace with myself that I don’t care too much about anything consciously. Now, I’m telling myself that picking apart the pieces of or the layers is the way to grow in this life and now I find a new layer very often to amaze myself with. I am a self-fulfilling prophecy if there ever was one. But I’m still missing the point to this 3-D life of mine. I’m stuck in the endless games of playing with myself physically and mentally. Almost nothing ever challenges me these days for long. Maybe my life is not mine but some programmer’s thoughts about what a life should be. Maybe my life is my perception of it and my persistence at it shows how stuck I really am. My perception determines my reality. If I perceive something as true for me then it is true in my reality. 3-d is all about the freedom to perceive your reality any way you desire. Perception is 3-D as much as experience is. If I can perceive my strings joining with other like strings and becoming reality than am I not conscious of the process. What if the only thing that I missing is the time aspect of it all? That is, the only thing between us and our conscious dreams is the concept of time. When we are asleep, there is no time factor and we can easily achieve anything we supposedly desire. What if I desire world peace? I can honestly say that in some version of reality, it has or will be achieved. What about personal peace besides sounding boring, what is it?

Can we be at peace without being personally challenged? Maybe a little bit of aggravation is good for us and spurs us on to greater versions of god-mind. We may be here to get beyond all this natural beauty and misery to become not a hurt soul, but a whole soul. What if all your ego personality wishes were solved at once? What would you do with yourself then? That’s the dilemma I face, for mine are. Sure I could have more money and love, but what then? I am very good at solving problems. In fact, I am so good at it that I don’t have any problems at all. What do I desire that I don’t already have in abundance? Where am I taking me? How do I get desire when, by all my definitions, I have none. It is said to not die with your music still in you. Well, my music is all around me and I’m still here so I must have missed something. I’ll get quiet and write about it. That always does the trick. My answer is only a written word away.

God mind throws things at us to see how we will react and see if we’ll grow. By having us grow through new experiences, it grows by becoming more aware of itself and its possibilities. As macro, so in micro, or that’s how the theory goes. If god-mind grows in this manner, so do we. We learn through adversity in that it creates opportunities for us to grow and push ourselves beyond the boundaries that we have set up for ourselves. An obstacle is therefore a good thing because it gives me a chance to prove that I’m greater than I thought I was. The bigger the obstacle the larger the growth that is possible to achieve. To know myself is the ultimate frontier. It is also the hardest task to do. To connect knowingly to my cellular memories is one thing, but to appreciate the harmony of it all without letting any of the baggage slow you down, that’s the ticket. You don’t have to hold onto something to appreciate it for what it is. I don’t have to hold onto the repulsive idea of being reptilian so much as to integrate it into my being. This is what god-mind does with us. It integrates us into the totality of it all and I can integrate my reptilian 10% or more into my human individuality by releasing it to my oversoul and observing what happens. If I am good at it, I connect to the universal flow of information & energy consciously and manifest what I need to get on with my purpose here in 3-D. I know it is not to make money for money’s sake. By merging with the flow, I become one with it and my individual purpose is revealed as well as the way to be, do, and have it is manifested for me to find. I have said it before. Your perspective determines how you perceive your reality. When you keep your thoughts straight, the details fall into place naturally.

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