Conspiracies

What is a conspiracy anyway? Is it a mad hatters tea party? Does it always make your life unbearable? Can there be good conspiracies? What about a conspiracy of one? What about my goals and dreams? Can I be a conspirator of my life? Conspiracies get things done by unseen means most of the time. What if I meditated on what I wanted and got other people to believe in it too? Would I then be a conspirator? NO, it doesn't always have to be bad things that are conspired to happen. I could use the synchronicities that happen within my sphere of influence to better my life. That might seem to be magical because I would be capitalizing on things that happen spontaneously to make my life better. Who said I couldn't conspire to make my life on earth a great one? Magic is where things happen so fast that we cannot follow them through in a slow logical system of event following event. When we get connected, things can happen fast. As Deepak Chopra has said many times magic is all around us and it is effortless. Why do we make things hard? Failing to live in the now and actually notice the miraculous as it is happening is a reason. All we have to do is stop our mind going so fast down the rut of life to notice it going by, one moment at a time. How do you notice life? Just get quiet and feel it go by. How long has it been since you have heard your own heart beat? I stop and listen to mine often. How long has it been since you've stopped long enough to hear yourself breathe? Can you feel your circulation going through your fingers? This is life happening to itself on a regular basis. Hardly anyone notices the observer in the spaces between the heart beats and breaths. In the silence, your soul communicates with you and everything around you, hoping one day you will catch on and stop hurrying around in such a flutter of so-called activity. Does what you doing right now feel good? If not, why don't you stop doing it and do something that feels good to you. When you feel good about what you are doing then things begin to conspire for you. That is, you attract to you the things that you not only think about, but actually feel good when you do them. When you feel good, that is a signal to your brain that you are being rewarded. It makes you want to do more of it just to grab the feeling again. No, I'm not talking about the drug called Ecstacy. Even though it triggers your serotonin levels and makes you high on the feeling. That is an artificial high because it's a source outside you that made the feeling start. Most people feel good when they help someone else to succeed at something. It must be in the genes or somewhere. How about realizing that we are all connected and if you help someone else, you are actually helping a small part of you. It's like payday everyday when you feel good. Speaking of payday, how many people exist through the week just to get to the weekend. Talk about not living most of life, that's the ticket. Getting drunk on Friday night seems to be a favorite. Now there's an activity that makes a lot of sense. Coast through the week to live for Friday night so you can obliterate your senses so you don't feel anything for a number of hours. This is a really stupid thing to do. Are these people really living life or are they destroying it. Maybe their Karma says they should do it, but their Darma says NO! What about learning while we are here in 3-D? That's more like noticing the silent witness and paying attention to your life as it passes. I'm talking about feeling the flow of life in you, experiencing it fully. This is how the magic returns to your life. When you wake up , you'll know it. It is all so easy if you stop and notice the feeling. It will put a grin on your face that lasts for a long time. How long is up to you. If you let the consequences of not noticing life as it happens control your actions, it will and you will going down the path that someone else chose for you, merely because you don't have the sense to notice the difference between one path and another. You lack the feeling for life if you have become an automaton going through 1 year of life, 50 times. Wake up and smell the roses, they are in the flow of life, giving their beauty and fragrance to the world as they pass by. You'll feel better and more like the conspirator of your own life again.