Radiological Storage of Waste

I do have extensive experience dealing with nuclear waste from DOE facilities. Let’s go back awhile, when we didn’t know much about radiological hazards, say 1950 for a start. Back then, we were giddy school children playing with fire and making big messes. We made lots of little messes in the middle of a mountain desert plain in Idaho, near Idaho Falls. Through trial and error only, the US Navy made about 25 mistakes that were just bulldozed over. No containment, just dirt. Then in Hanford , WA, we had another accident (chernobyl-like with an open N- type reactor) that severely contaminated hundreds of thousands of acres which was mostly farm land at the time. The government bought a lot of mutilated newborn cattle and paid a lot of farmers who had deformed cattle and children. You see, radiation accelerates the mutation of genes. The government is pretty lucky because then no one knew what they know now, so it could just pay people off and keep them quiet. Then we come to the nuclear bomb tests in Nevada where we contaminated hundreds of thousands of acres of desert with radiological fallout that practically no one said anything about. The French are still testing in the Atolls in the eastern Pacific Ocean, although they are just about through. Most, if not all of the people who had a hand in these operations are long since dead from cancer effects directly related to these operations.
What I’m trying to say here is that the so-called “cold war” started this ecological nightmare and the so-called “do-gooders” had to find a safe use for Nuclear Energy, so the Nuclear Power Plant was born. This completed the ecological disaster we now are facing. Without a care in the world as to how to get rid of Nuclear Waste, we rushed into Nuclear this and that, spurred on by Mutual Assured Destruction strategies and so-called free energy. No more sulfur from coal or oil burning pollution for us, it was the new way of life. Then the waste started building up, power plant High Efficiency Particulate Absolute (HEPA) filters containing thousand year half lives hit us over the head by the ton. Some of the nuclear power plants began to age or fail creating more and more of this very radiologically “hot” waste. Mean while the DOE plants were putting out more and more nuclear bombs to keep up with the Russians, and first thing you know, you have a serious problem.
Every state began to come up with its own rules on how to handle, store , and transport nuclear waste. The states that didn’t have any nuclear power plants or DOE facilities just said no to storing or transporting in their states. The states that had either one were stuck with what they had, but made strict rules about not accepting or transporting any other states waste through their state. I was on an inspection team that went to Idaho Falls to view 20 year old “low level” waste that had been buried there 20 years ago in drums under a mound of dirt. What we found was just waste, no drums, no liners, just waste. Doe Facilities had been burying low level waste in Idaho for years as a temporary fix. When the governor of Idaho found out about the just waste issue, he cancelled all those long agreements and shut off Idaho to any more low level waste. Now, each DOE facility stores these same steel drums of waste, with plastic liners above ground at their own facility, waiting for a solution. Several solutions have been proposed, but, to date, none acceptable or accepted. Doe is the arm of the government which has the “problem” . It came up with 2 solutions to the high level radiological waste. Waste Isolation Pilot Plant (WIPP) was built under New Mexico in impermeable salt beds, 1200 feet down. They built the facility to collapse on itself from the shear pressure of the earth. They built $200,000 containers to ship the waste in and tested them by bouncing railroad diesel engines off of them. I was part of the Waste Inspection team. We viewed the waste for liquids and sharp objects that were not supposed to be in the containers. It was a plan, until the governor of New Mexico threw a curve ball at DOE. He demanded a brand new 4 lane highway of concrete from the edge of his state to WIPP. This slowed things down enough to effectively stop the project. 10 years after it was supposed to accepting waste, it accepted its first waste. By this time the salt beds were crumbling under the earth’s pressure, so this raised more safety concerns. The project was completely stalled.

Meanwhile, DOE came up with another plan to store low level waste in Yucca Mountain in Nevada. They again tunneled into the mountain, started building the facility, only to be stopped by the threat of terrorists acting on the shipments. The governor is up at arms and so is everyone else. Nevada, it seems had its fill of testing nuclear bombs awhile back and is not about to declare itself open season to terrorists.

The big picture is that radiological waste eats plastic liners over time and water can then rust the steel and get to the waste. When water gets to the waste, the water table is at risk, and it flows anywhere it wants to, in underground streams. This takes a lot of time to happen, but tell that to a frightened public and you get over my dead body back . So, here we are, a problem created by war without a solution that is acceptable to everyone.

The low level waste is really the problem as there is a lot more of it around, and any contamination has to be cleaned up when and where it spills. People have tried to burn it and were shut down, which is by far the best method of waste reduction, but the public won’t buy it. Which would you rather have, an Arc Melt Furnace, a few HEPA filters and some “hot glass” buried deep in the earth, or a lot of 55 gallon drums of waste rusting away above ground right near your home. I vote for the HEPA, but no one is listening, including the waste gurus at the DOE Facility where I used to work.

As a Hazardous Materials Technician, I am always amazed at the size of the dollars it takes to clean up a spill of any type. Generating the waste is easy, cleaning it up, transporting it, and storing it is another matter entirely. This is one of the reasons why a lot of Nuclear Power Plants were stopped in the 1980’s. The public was scared of the whole thing and so Environmental Assessments were done to prove feasibility before a project was started. The concept of cradle to grave with hazardous waste scares a lot of companies also. Then , you get the companies who are run by unscrupulous managers who don’t care if they don’t have an idea of how to clean it up. These are the companies who take on the job and file Chapter11 bankruptcy along the line as a solution to the problem that they created.

True enough, a terrorist could probably destroy a truck carrying a low-level radiological shipment and spill the waste all over creation, but a high level container would just laugh off almost any bomb they threw at it. This brings up the difference between low level waste and high level. The high level is definitely HOT and you do not want to mess with it. 90% of the low level waste is almost harmless when you consider the average background radiation for the earth’s uranium. Then there’s that 10% that’s left which is not harmless by any means and someone probably looked the other way to get it in the low level category.

As bad as the radiological waste from the DOE facilities is, the Chemical wastes are much worse, due to amounts of hazardous chemicals used in the manufacture of the nuclear bombs. The public , however, is not as scared of these so-called “normal” mixed wastes, only because they are not publicized at all. The mixed wastes are part chemical, part radiological. Some of these are really hard to deal with.

I am not talking about Biological Warfare yet. I believe the US Postal Service found out about the public and how scared it was of anthrax, let alone smallpox, aids, ebola, or mad cow disease.

My Resume

G & L Granite, Inc., 1121 Stonehaven Ave., Broomfield, CO 80020-2475
Wholesale Monument Mfg.
President , Present from 3/98
Started business that stayed a hobby. Did consulting work in stone cutting, cost estimating, project management, roof construction, and home inspection.

Kaiser-Hill, Safe-Sites of Colorado, Plutonium Reclamation Operations, Rocky Flats Environmental Technology Site, DOE “Q” Clearance Required
Shift Technical Advisor,3/98 from 7/94
Oversaw the safe detoxification of much of the Plutonium in the major production building at Rocky Flats as a Shift Technical Advisor. Responsible for all the rules of safe operation at Rocky Flats with respect to Nuclear Operations and the enforcement of the same. I advised the Facility Manager about how to keep his operations safe and stopped unsafe operations. In my STA role, since I was often the only one who knew all the rules, I was expected to expedite the process to a safe conclusion which I did.

Retired 3/98 with full medical benefits to start my own company.
Note of interest: In 7/98, My building was shut down because no one was doing my job. It was restarted in 9/98 at a slower pace.


EG&G, Facilities Engineering, Plutonium Operations, Rocky Flats Plant, DOE “Q” Clearance Required
Shift Technical Advisor, Systems Engineer 7/94 from 1/90
STA work as detailed above. Wrote specifications for the safe shutdown of Rocky Flats as a Systems Engineer,

Rockwell International, Facilities, Engineering & Construction, Rocky Flats Plant, DOE “Q” Clearance Required
Principal, Senior Principal Project Engineer/ Manager, Senior Alarms Engineer, & Advanced, Senior Electrical Engineer 1/90 from 3/80
Wrote Specifications, Designed and Reviewed Facility Installation Drawings, Expedited and Managed Projects, Did Cost and Procurement Engineering, Negotiated Vendor Delivery Schedules, Traveled and Inspected What I Expected for Electron Beam Welders and their Cold Wire Feed controllers, Gas Tungsten Arc Welders, Pressurized Inert Gas Metal Arc Welders, Resistance Forge Welders, Homopolar Generators, Electron Bombardment Brazers, Induction Brazers, CNC Chucking Machining Centers, Realtime Radiography Units, 160 /320 /400 kv Low Energy X-Ray Machines, Major Whole Building Fire Alarm Systems, Inert Gas Chainveyors, Uranium Chip Roasters, Plutonium Hydriding Systems, Argon, Nitrogen, & Helium Backfill Systems, Large Electric Furnaces, Cooling Towers, Casting and Tilt Pour Furnaces, Glove box Systems, Deionized Water Systems, EB, GTA, & PIGMA Welding Chambers, 200 amp Weldheads, Endoscopes, Rolling Mills, 100 Ton Presses, Major Plating Facilities, Arc Melt Furnaces, Plasma Spectrometers, X Ray Spectra photometers, and etc., etc, etc. In all., I spent over $100 million in DOE funds as a project manager working for a government contractor. I worked as a problem solver handling projects that had gone wrong or not on schedule and brought them back to life.




Education
North Denver High School
Graduated 6/65

Colorado State University
EE Major 9-65 to 6-67

University of Colorado at Denver
BSEE, Accounting Major, 1978

Colorado Engineer In Training

Military
US Navy
Machinist Mate 3rd Class, Attended Nuclear Schools, 6/67 to 2/69
Honorable Discharge

Skills

C Expediter, Situation Analyst, Problem Solver, Information Specialist, Business Consultant, Planner, Big Picture Person, Facility Planner, Manager, Organizer, Dedicated Worker, Detail Specialist, Bean Counter, Paperwork Person, Marketing Specialist, Efficiency Expert, Question Asker, Telephone Specialist, Personal Touch Person, Service Oriented Person, Responsibility Lover
C Allen-Bradley PLC-3,5, & CNC one week school certified
C Computer Lover, Technology Lover, Internet Specialist, Computer Repairman
C Safety Engineer, Project Manager, Project Engineer, Electrical Engineer, Procurement Engineer, Fire Protection Engineer, Alarms Engineer, Purchaser, Buyer, Patent Writer, Specification Writer, Contract Writer, Single Point Failure Analyst, Technician, Master Drawing Checker, Inspect What I Expect Engineer, Major Cost Estimator, Perfectionist
C Hazardous Material Technician, Radiation Worker, First Responder, Shift Technical Advisor, Know It All Person, Root Cause Analysis,Use What Works Person, Work Until It’s Done Person, Independent Consultant Matrixed to Several Managers, Home Office User
C Leverage Specialist, Option Specialist, Futures Specialist, Stock Market Analyst, Game Player, Mortgage Buyer, Tax Lien Specialist, Real Estate Contract Specialist, Go for It Person, Day Trader, Stock Market Enthusiast
C Handyman, Sprinkler Repair Person, Electrician, Plumber, Welder, Driver, Stacker, Home Inspector, Moving Specialist, Truck Loader, Packaging Specialist
C Granite Cutter, Stone Mover, Stone Polisher, Stone Sawyer
C MS office pro, Corel office, Corel draw, Adobe photo, AuotCad Lite, Utilities, Win 9X/2000, IE, Netscape,OE, Eudora, MS Register,Cisco dsl modems, Routers & hubs, m-boards, modems, scanners, printers, digital cameras, video cards, monitors, Zip & LS-120 drives, cdr/rw, sound cards, web design & marketing, pc install /repair, Quickbooks & Peachtree Accounting software, Writer of Computer Repair Manuals

My Expertise

What I seem to do best is two things. Finding and sorting things out is one of my specialties. Another is my ability to focus in on a method, however boring, and do it until it's done. I have a certain ability to do marketing, as a behind the scenes person that I should develop. I appear to be best suited as an information technology junkie. I spend a lot of time thinking about method until it's down pat, then I put out the product.

What a Shift Technical Advisor Does

As a Shift Technical Advisor at RFETS, I was in charge of Building 707 safety of operations during my shift which usually lasted 12 hrs, for 7 years. I was part of a team of 6 Nuclear Safety experts that were trained in all areas of safety to help the building function safely. I was expected to notice trends of practices that were going wrong as well as walk the floor and be involved at the worker level. When workers had a problem, they came to us and we reviewed their process, stopped it , if necessary, revised the operating procedures, and got their task restarted again safely. We stopped a lot Union hassles before they became a problem. We were involved in all areas of the process and advised top management directly, as to the safety of building operations. We were expected to oversee any test of the facility that could affect safety in case something went wrong during the test. During most of these tests, nothing untoward happened, but when it did, we made the proper notifications and made recommendations as to how to bring the facility equipment or operation back on line safely. A shift technical advisor was trained in root cause analysis so he or she could get to the bottom line quickly. In simple terms, we were the safety know-it-alls at RFETS. We were First Responders to any spill and were trained as Hazardous Material Technicians. We were always asked to reword the operational procedures so the procedures would pass all the safety rules and regulations that RFETS was under at the time. We advised operations managers as to who to bring in to correctly solve their problems, whether it be a Nuclear Safety Engineer, Radiological Safety Engineer, or an Industrial Hygienist. We held and refereed the meetings between the different groups, such that management’s needs were met. We oversaw all fact-finding missions in Building 707. Although we had a safety bias, we reported to, and got paid by the building manager. In that light, we were expected to keep the building flowing as smoothly as possible. We were constantly under the scrutiny of upper management and as such we walked a fine line. When any new piece of equipment was put on line, we had the job of making sure it was safe to operate, that all the operational procedures were correct for the operation that was going on, and the people who were going to operate the machine were properly trained and documented.. We were mainly floor people with an ear to the ground watching, waiting , and trending so that operations did not stop for any unknown cause. We were expected to oversee any maintenance of building safety equipment and be at all pre-evolution meetings held on the maintenance of vital safety gear daily, and shiftly if those operations changed from shift to shift. We always had direct contact by radio to the Building Manager anytime day or night, as RFETS was 3 shift a day, 7 day a week operation and we were always on shift. If an STA wasn’t on shift, the building could operate, even at 0100 on Sunday morning. There was no work-around for us. We were a requirement for building operation. We toured the facility often and were constantly reminding people about the different OSHA rules and regulations that applied to their operation from our knowledge of the different CFR’s. We were constantly auditing the building and operator equipment for any sign of wear and noting when it had last been serviced, so we could cross-reference the data. We had regular daily meetings with upper management about the state of the building and the safety of its operations. We were trained to be up to date on air and water emissions standards, as well as the Life Safety Code, OSHA (24 & 40 hr), DOT (2-4hr), Radiological, Nuclear and Criticality Safety regulations. Although we were AGCIH qualified, we attended the same schools as Industrial Hygienists. We were SCBA, RCRA, CERCLA & CPR qualified. We had to know how to respond to any emergency the building could have and direct it to safe conclusion. In that light, we knew the Criticality Safety Operating Limits for each glove box in the facility. The MSDS manuals were kept within 5 feet of us. We monitored all changes to all building manuals and distributed notices of the changes, as well as trained others on those changes and what the changes meant to the building. Building 707 had 3 – 4” thick binders of MSDS’s. We worked with the training managers to make sure that everyone was trained to do the job they were doing and had the proper certificate to back it up. Before each pre-evolution brief we went to, we audited the training manual for who was and wasn’t qualified to do the various jobs that were being done that day by the building workers. We were not only Waste generators, but we had to qualified as RCRA Waste Generator Trainers, to make sure we knew the difference between one type of waste and another, as well as the requirements for packing and storing that waste. We were expected to audit drum storage and flammable storage on each shift. We had to know the threshold limits of the chemicals that might be used in a building operation, the NIOSH gear required to respond to any emergency, and the North American Emergency Response Guidebook was kept in our desk, for easy access. There were 6 of us on the team for our building , all engineers with a specialty, mine was electrical and I know the NEC well. We had to become general engineers, knowing enough about all disciplines to ask intelligent questions, in order to protect the building from an engineering standpoint. We were always reviewing drawing and procedures before they became operational, such that building did not have any false starts.
The Shift Technical Advisor position was a DOE mandated position, so the operating contractor had no choice in the matter of safety. The STA’s were literally written into the contracts between DOE and the various contractors. STA’s were not only required at RFETS, but at Nuclear Power Plants as well.

RFETS

RFETS (Rocky Flats Environmental Technology Site) was a DOE (Department of Energy) nuclear materials refining plant . We took classified nuclear materials from the DOE reactors at other plants and molded them into classified shapes. We always refined the materials to have the properties we wanted through chemical reactions .In that light RFETS was a chemical etching/ dipping plant, using highly reactive chemicals to achieve a desired result on the metals we wanted to refine. We took impure nuclear metals and refined them to a high quality of purity. We were one of the very few Beryllium Refining Plants in the world and I was on the team that made that process safe. RFETS used and stored major amounts of more than 15,000 highly reactive chemicals and metals, most of the time in artificial environments to ensure stability of the materials, consistent with the shelf life. RFETS was a nuclear metals foundry and a major machining plant capable of tolerances in the range of 1/10,000,000 of an inch. Most of the processes were in nitrogen/ argon glove boxes and had to be temperature and humidity controlled. Each process had to be separately vented and some processes were scrubbed and cooled before they could be vented. We lived and practiced time, distance and shielding at RFETS. Radiological / Chemical/ Environmental/ Human Worker Safety was / is a primary concern at RFETS. At the height of the cold war, RFETS employed about 10-12,000 workers, ½ of whom were engineers. It was a great place to work as long as you kept your wits about you. The pay was equivalent to the risk of working there. Many of the workers carried lung burdens of a radiological sort from previous fires at the plant. I was lucky enough not to be one of them as the fires were in the late 50’s and 60’s at the plant. Thank goodness we learned from those mistakes.

Granite Cutting

My first love is cutting stone. I have been cutting granite for more than 30 years in the monument field, locally. The place where I cut stone on a part-time basis is Colo. Rose Red, Inc. My brother runs it at a granite quarry on Route36 near Pinewood Springs, CO.

An Engineering History

As a Project Engineer /Manager for more than 10 years, I managed 30-60 large to small projects and their funding at a time. While in my role as a project engineer, I spent more than 100 million dollars of government funds. I had final say as to funds, engineering quality of the equipment/ buildings & their installation, as well as schedule. I went wherever I had to go to get the information required to get the job done right , safely , and on time. I negotiated schedules for my projects that met management=s deadlines. I enforced those schedules with the specifications I wrote for the equipment /buildings that I engineered and helped procure. Usually I sat in on the buyer=s meetings during price negotiation at the vendor site to make sure the government was not getting overcharged.
In short, I kept the vendor honest with my knowledge of how to design , build, inspect, & deliver the goods /equipment that the government had contracted for. I got what I wanted, when I wanted it because of my common sense ability to help the vendor schedule his project through their plant from the ordering of the raw materials, to its manufacture, pre-inspection, packaging and delivery. I also went on vendor qualification trips to pre-qualify the vendors of government goods and services.

When Rockwell International, the DOE contractor, at the time, started getting funny with my bookkeeping, I caught them in the act and they put the money back into my accounts. I paid close attention to who and where the money was going to. I knew all the codes and the people who were the players. I was / am not afraid to play hard ball. My job was always on the line, from one aspect or another.

After the items of interest were procured, I followed up and made sure everything was on schedule with the delivery I negotiated. If a problem occurred, I went to the vendor's site, anywhere in the United States of America and helped them solve their problem so I could get what I wanted on time. I was in constant communication with the vendors and my project leads gathering information to regularly update management as to price and schedule. I inspected everything I bought and issued lists of possible problem areas to the vendors and the engineers on my projects. I also specified the packaging for the item(s) so it was delivered safely.

My main forte as a project manager/engineer was my ability to understand a project from the details on up to the big picture. I am an adept drawing checker and got very good at asking the simple questions that drive people up a wall if they don=t know what they are doing. I did all my own safety reviews, as well as the stage 1.2.&3 project /program reviews. I got and incorporated the detailed information I required to get the work done on time and on budget.
Since I love detail work, I worked with software programmers very well. The programmers either hated me or loved me because they found they could snow me with buzz words. On the other hand, I understand their plight and have more than a little sympathy for the way in which they can creatively work with abstract thought patterns.
Although my degree is electrical (I know the NEC well), I became very good at many disciplines. I go to the bottom-line very quickly. I read and understand P & I D’s very well. I have both book & field experience in most electrical, electronic, mechanical, chemical, welding, civil/architectural fields of expertise. I have designed welded structures and P&ID’s. I used my copy of Industrial Ventilation, it didn’t just sit on the shelf. I understand how gases and fluids flow through pipes and ducts. I worked with all kinds and types of materials to get a feel for the types of chemical reactions the materials were capable of. I know a fair amount about strength of materials. I designed Fire Protection Systems from scratch.
While the items were being delivered (some were years in the making), I concentrated my efforts on preparing the site for the equipment/buildings and went through the various reviews that management required to make sure that everything was proceeding as planned. I, often, designed the electrical and mechanical drawings for the installations, since I knew best what was required for the installation of the gear involved.
After a few years, I became a sort of troubleshooting project engineer/ manger, who management would bring in to help solve problems around the site. In that role, I excelled at setting my priorities on the specific issues that needed solving so that I could get what I wanted in a suitable time frame and for a realistic cost. I fixed a lot of serious engineering problems in a calm ,cool, methodical way.
Due to the nature of the Defense business, all the equipment I bought and installed had to be totally self-contained, including the source and object code of all the computers it contained. RFETS is a classified facility that is very difficult to enter and work in if you don’t hold a “Q” clearance. Not many people outside of DOE hold “Q” ‘s , so RFETS had all the people it required to understand, program and maintain the equipment I bought. RFETS signed a boat-load of Proprietary / Non-Disclosure Agreements.


As a System Engineer, I wrote the specific shutdown details for the outside contractors to shut down the major production building emergency generators and UPS. The outside contractors got paid very well to just turn over my instructions to a typist who would put them into their company format, word for word.
In my role as an STA, later in my career at RFETS, I concentrated on the safety issues which management thought were out of control at RFETS. I advised management on a course of action that would get things done in a safe manner. Practically 100% of the time, I found that I was the only one who knew all the safety rules involved to get a project done safely. To put it lightly, I was in demand.
Just prior to retiring, I was asked to inspect a large piece of equipment that was supposedly ready for delivery to RFETS. I issued an inspection letter to management that stopped that piece of equipment in its tracks and rerouted it to another building where it was eventually installed much later. This caused an international brouhaha and went straight to the top management of RFETS/ DOE. One of the best things I do is audit because I am so good with details. In the nuclear business, if you’re not safe, you’re dying a slow death, literally.
As I retired from RFETS, the STA position, which was often the only real safety position standing for safe operations in a building, was formally written out of the DOE contract. This allowed the government contractor to be more liberal with their use of resources.
RFETS was and still is a large part of the national defense structure. It was part of the DOE complex that built nuclear weapons. RFETS built the nuclear triggers for the weapons and was highly classified, so I had to get and keep a AQ@ clearance which is just one step above a secret clearance. This is all I can say specifically about the nature of RFETS business. I was part of a team that proved out laboratory ideas into a reproducible end result. It was / is a messy business at best, and can get away from you quite quickly if you are not paying attention to what you are doing. A lot of horror stories will die with me.
RFETS is now in shutdown mode and is being brought down according to all the safety rules and regulations that any and all of the governments having jurisdiction over RFETS have. I am proud to have played a significant role in that shutdown process.

A Personal Technology History

1965 - Took first Fortran IV course in College on a UNIVAC system that was literally as big as a house and required the cooling system of a major building to run. Spent a lot of time punching cards to run do loops.
1966 - Took COBOL course which was fun, but not very effective.
1966 - Took Assembly Language course which was neat because I.started programming at the machine level.
1967 – Went into the Nuclear Navy.
1969 – Bought first house.
1970 - Bought my first calculator. It had +,-, x, and divide functions only, but I got my home work done faster than with my trilog sliderule & my adding machine. Stared collecting art and became a stone cutter.
1974 - Got my first Xerox machine and started a mail order company
1976 – Started a moving company.
1978 – Graduated with a BSEE, power emphasis, and an Accounting Major (I can sit for the CPA exam). Bought first so-called computer, a Z-80 chip packaged in a touch screen type keyboard. This had a tv out plug which allowed a person to type on the tv set. It was neat, but not too useful.
1980- Married my wife, Aura, who was an Electronics Engineer working for Martin-Marrietta. I managed her Real Estate Rentals.
1981 - Bought a used IBM PS-1 with DOS 1.1 and used it for several years to do all sorts of calculations and rudimentary word processing. Bought our first Video Camera.
1982 - Upgraded memory and DOS2.1. Bought an HP-55 Calculator.
1984- Upgraded to PS-2, got a new fax and Toshiba copier and started our first successful business. Bought a TI-59 calculator. Started a Success Motivation company.
1986- Started trading commodities over the computer with an rf antenna and upgraded copier. My wife started designing AC/DC power supplies for Storagetek. Wrote my first Real Estate Note.
1988 – Started a Sprinkler Repair company.
1990 - Bought a 25 MHZ computer with a 386 in it. Bought an HP-12C calculator.
1991 - Put a math co-processor in the 386. My wife made her first patent with a lawyer.
1992 - Bought a Gateway DX-33 with a 486 and 16B of ram & a 250MB HDD/ win 3.1. I write a patent for my father without a lawyer.
1993 - Upgraded to 38mb of ram and my wife started studying art.
1994 - Bought a Packard Bell Legend Pentium 75Mhz with 32 MB of EDO ram and 500mb HDD/win 3.11 for workgroups. She did PCB design with Tango. Upgraded the DX-33 to DX-66.
!995 - Bought an over clocked Cyrix 586, equivalent to 90 Mhz with 500 MB HDD. Started trading options through the computer. Started my own “C” Corp with a PSP and a Limited Partnership. Upgraded Monitors.
1996- Got on the Internet and was consumed by it. I still am and can get anything most search years to find. Got into an argument with my CPA and found that he had made several errors which cost me $ and made me go through 3 audits. Converted my own books to the computer with Quickbooks and did taxes with Turbo Tax. No problems or audits have come up. Bought first flat bed scanner and 2 hand –held scanners.
1997- Was and still am upgrading the operating software and memory for the computers. Bought and maintained my 2 brothers computers. Got inio Tax Deeds.
1998 - Bought 2 Tiger Direct PII 400 MHZ computers and upgraded them as much as possible. My wife became a Graphic Artist. Upgraded to ZIP Drives and LS-120 Drives. Bought a second scanner.
1999 - Got a DSL line. Bought 2 computer in an auction online and rebuilt my first computers for my parents and nieces. Converted my brother’s books to computer. Ran my a modified version of Peachtree Complete & Quickbooks for my business. Bought first Digital camera. Upgraded Monitors.
2000- Built my first computer from scratch using parts for my nieces and brother.
2001- Built my wife a 1.3 ghz AMD Athlon, 756MB SDRAM, 30gb HDD to do her graphic artist work with a CDRW. Bought my niece a 1.3 ghz Soyo Tiger Direct Athlon system online. Bought my mother a 500 MHZ Celeron system online and a digital camera, so she could do pictures. Upgraded scanner and monitor to 21” screen.
2002 - Wrote and copyrighted an ebook named This Dumb Computer about repairing and maintaining computers. Networked 4 home/business computers together with a dsl hub/router. Currently, I am studying the registry and building more computers for myself and my family.
As you can see, I like playing with technology and have become quite good at it. I am a great buyer/ information getter of technology and always get what I go after. I never pay retail for anything. I am very big on inspecting what I expect so my quality does not suffer. I pay attention to details so everything works. I pick up on software quickly, so I don’t have any problem coming up to speed on new systems.

An Accounting History

I went through UCD and got a BSEE degree with an accounting major. I acquired enough hours to sit for the CPA exam.
When I worked for RFETS as a Program Manager, I audited my accounts regularly and caught Rockwell, Intl. in an accounting misery and made them put the money back into my accounts.
I am very good with details and enjoy having things come out to the penny.
I am very familiar with QuickBooks and Peachtree software and have been doing the books of 2 corporations for over 3 years. I converted the books of these corporations to computer from a manual system. In that time, these corporations have not been audited. I am very familiar with computers and have written an Ebook named This Dumb Computer, which I copyrighted earlier this year.

Background Information

I suppose I might as well start at the beginning so I can bring you up to where my resume took over.
I was born into the middle class of Denver, Colorado. I had a fair childhood, although I can say without a doubt that I have always been a loner. I do have great insight into things at large when fed the right information, although you can probably say that about every human being that is halfway aware. Between the ages of 6-12, I had a lot of visions of myself flying in my dreams. This culminated with a nightmare of me seeing a train wreck that actually happened within a few days. This scared me so bad that I hid this “ability”away in my subconscious. It is still hidden from my current level of consciousness. From very early age, I always wanted to help people to a fault. I did this disservice to all my so-called friends and I expected something in return. I did not get it. I did not know then that the world doesn’t work that way. You give only because it pleases you to do so and if you get something else back, that’s a bonus. By possibly expecting too much of people and not getting the undefined thing I wanted, self-esteem or self respect, I turned into a pessimist. This still affects me to this day, although I fight it. I became a real know it all, believing that the world was black & white. I was a boy scout proud of my God and Country Medal, until I went to church for the first time and the Presbyterian Minister was teaching about how money was the root of all evil. I became an Objectivist renouncing God for good, or so I thought. As my mother said, Ayn Rand was my bible. Reason was the only way, existence exists, A is A... you know the routine. I did okay in high school, excelling in Math and Science. Although I was in love with my father’s business, Wholesale monument mfg., I thought that I should have a back-up. I went into engineering in college and excelled at playing cards, pool, and ping pong. Needless to say, I went into the Navy with my High school friend to avoid being drafted. We went in the Nuclear Navy because we were told it was special. The only thing that was special about it was that you were left on ship when everyone else got to go on shore leave and, oh yes, you stayed in for 6 years not 4. Typical for the government, with my electrical schooling, I became a machinist mate. Here I was, bunked in between 2 people who had killed blacks to get in the Navy, reading Atlas Shrugged, and quietly going crazy. About 9 months later, I tried to commit suicide in Nuclear School while getting straight A’s and writing morbid poetry. I was diagnosed Latent Schizophrenic and got a medical discharge. I thought then that the Navy was the problem so I went to college and got my engineering degree with an Accounting major while working for my father. The Navy was only part of my problem. My parents are divorced, although I do not claim them for my inability to be socially viable. I met my wife at a Seminar about Romantic Love put on by Nathaniel Branden after his break with Ayn Rand. Neither Nathaniel or Ayn were very good at practicing what they preached. As it turned out my wife saved me from myself. I still am not very social but I am getting better. My father retired and I left for the local bomb plant. The so called “cold war” was absolutely the worst thing to happen to the Earth, environmentally in a long time. I have always had problems with authority so I retired early in 1998 to go back to cutting stone and doing some investing. I found out very quickly that writing about the market and earning a living off of it are 2 very different things. I love options and am in the QQQ’s.
As to space and metaphysics, I have always been an avid science fiction reader and a closet reader of metaphysics. I read a lot of Deepak Chopra and Wayne Dyer. It is very hard to get a rise out of me as I am mainly an observer of life. I am an information junkie and spend quite a lot of time on the Internet. A while back, I got interested in Pleidians and other “real” aliens, instead of just normal science fiction. I spent a lot of time on the Internet, driving my wife crazy in the process, before I came up for air. I thought I had it figured out and so I wrote a paper from my very limited perspective and forgot the issue. Then I found Montauk and things changed. Things actually started making sense. I went to Hawaii, read everything on Montauk, excepting the Nazi book, swam a lot in the ocean, and thought about my life. I meditate a lot, without much apparent result. I consider myself a spiritual entity having a human experience, even though I still have a problem with believing in God. I think there are many dimensions and realities under some grand plan, but I cannot as of this writing say that any entity could make this much joy and sorrow coexist. I suppose that is what you call balance. Your perceptions determine what you see. Your focus and intent determine how difficult you make your 3-D life. I’m growing, giving, and having fun in the moment and that’s all I can ask. I am beginning to get a glimmer of what I’m here for. After Hawaii, I found expansions.com and here I am. I am including the article I wrote when I figured 3-D out, for your laughing enjoyment. I recently found a gem of a poem on the Internet which I am also including, as well as some of my own prose.

AA Engine & Tail

A rather obvious thing happened this week. An American Airlines jet fell apart in the skies around Brookhaven and Montauk. I heard an engineer on PBS, sort of thinking out loud, about what would cause such a catastrophic failure of 2 major parts of a plane. Of course, the thought about what really happened would never occur to him because he is caught up in being an expert, and therefore rules out flights of fancy, such as ultrasonic beams of such intensity and accuracy, that overstress can happen in a matter of moments. Let me be the first to say that they will find exactly what they want to find, bolts and members were overstressed and the plane fell apart mid-air, i.e. mechanical failure. Mechanical Failure was the effect of what happened and not the cause. To say it was a beam that brought down the plane is enough to end one's holy career as a root-cause investigator. No one ever looks back and says to themselves, "has this ever happened before?" It is so obvious to the casual observer that the area around NYC is a virtual deathtrap if you are in a plane. There have been a lot of unexplained crashes in and around NYC throughout the last several years. This beam was, obviously, slightly less powerful than the one that brought down the WTC towers or maybe of the same strength, but not of the same duration. Beyond the fear of flying that the NWO is keeping high around NYC, what else is going on? The hybrids definitely want the population on the ground. This means they are doing something in the air above the earth that warrants looking at. Fear is always applied for reasons unknown to the person in the state of fear, that is the point of fear. An odd side benefit is, if you are reptilian in nature, you get to drink in the fear of a population be driven mad. What if the hybrids were actually planning a fake invasion using holographic Auroras to bring it off. One would want to have more control over the skies than one does now. Can you imagine how many useless inspections this will cause and how many airlines will go under because they are bankrupt and quite literally tired of chasing ghosts. Oh. they will find their fail points, all right, and they will fix them, for now, but at what cost? Our Freedom! HOW Dumb of me, of course that's the point, bankrupt all the airlines so that there can be only one global airline under the control of the NWO. This airline would boast a perfect record of flying, since the NWO is literally shooting down the rest of the planes in the air to accomplish this fact. Of course there will be other airlines who try to "compete", but when enough of these other airlines are knocked out of the sky, then the "honorable" government will have to step in for the "public good" and set up a mandatory fake inspection program that every plane, except theirs, will have to go through to ensure airline safety. The public, they say, will be crying for it, just as we are now crying for global ID cards. Have you ever written a piece about one of the real voices of the NWO, Nielsen? All these polling firms come out with exactly what the government wants to hear, or they are laughed out of business. Meanwhile, back at home, we are told that the government has found and are examining the black boxes. Has anyone else ever examined those black boxes before the government got in to erase the parts that are not consistent with the theories they want exposed? NO! To me, the pattern is so obvious. Who is watching big brother, besides his elder brother? Sorry for the odd bit of humor, but this pathetic. We are so mired in, "proud of", our right brain dead thinking and our 9-5 tie strangled suits, bringing home the incomes that will support our "protect number one" lifestyle, that we miss the point of being in 3-d in the first place. The point in being here is to experience life in its fullest by observing what is going on from moment to moment and jumping into the flow when we see a good thing going on. While the NWO is distracting us by doing all this to us and the elf transmissions are keeping us brain dead, we miss the point that this earth is a real treasure to be on. We can grow and have fun at the same time, if we, but notice what is actually going on around and recognize it for the distraction that it is. We are being distracted from our purpose her on earth, which is I believe, to become the true beings of light that we are, experiencing it all, growing, and having a belly laugh in the process. We can choose to be afraid of what we are made to not understand, or we can grow by making our mind patterns strong enough to reinforce our DNA so we connect the dots and have fun doing it. Take a moment to enjoy the formation of a snowflake or actually notice what photosynthesis is doing to the flowers around your home, reconnect to the brown color every once in a while and just marvel at the energy, "god-force" around us and running through us all the "time" we are here in paradise. We are all connected and if I improve , then I improve the whole thing. Have a laugh on them and about my silly notions, Mike.

What I Can Do For You

My skills are varied so I can solve most, if not all of the problems I encounter. That's right, I am a problem solver. You just give me a problem that you can't solve or haven't found the time to get around to yet and I will solve it for you. I am a highly skilled and longtime Internet user. I build and repair computers in my spare time. I am a great contract negotiator. I don't mind traveling to job-sites. I enjoy getting into the details of a project. I have and use perspective and perception to solve any problems that occur. I look at things differently than most people, I really see them.

Blame Somebody Else Shame on Me

Every time I blame somebody else for my troubles, two things happen. The blame comes back to me and my troubles get worse. Case in point: the stock market - I blamed Alan Greenspan quite openly for my troubles with the stock market. While he had a large amount of responsibility for this crash, he did not make me keep wanting the stock market to go up when reality told me every day that it was indeed going down. My losses got larger and the blame eventually came back to where it belonged: ME! No one was holding a gun to my head saying invest on the up side, certainly not Alan Greenspan. It was me that had a reality problem. When I stopped investing in the stock market, the losses stopped. When I cured the reality problem I was having, all of a sudden, there was no one to blame. By the way, a little off the wall advice for newlyweds, Husbands that want love or anything else from their wives realize that it is futile to blame their wives for anything. Even if the wife is to blame, are we as husbands going to get any points for pointing out the obvious, NO! Keep the peace, Keep quiet if they're at fault, but admit it right away if you're to blame, it's the courteous , loving thing to do. Have a nice life, Mike.

Brain Dead Atheists/ Pessimists

As we grow, things happen that we cannot explain by old fashioned rational means. In other words, we cannot easily rationalize it away. In our teens, we love to use logic to tear things down and prove our new found rational superiority. Because of this aspect of our makeup, most genius-like ideas happen early in life before we have learned too much about what is not possible. This kind of rationality is nice for a naive teenager, and many of us never outgrow this phase and become really obnoxious bores, impressed only with our left-brain qualities. The movie, Contact, has a great way of humbling this kind of person often. At the end of the movie, Jodie Foster was at a loss for words when presented with the same argument she herself had presented earlier in the movie. One time early in the movie, Matthew McConaughty has an argument with Jodie Foster where he asks her to prove that she loved her father. It sounds absurd, but the answer is obvious, just as existence exists generally for everyone on earth, the answer is no proof is required. All you had to do is look at her in the movie when her father was around and you knew she loved him. How do even try to prove a feeling exists? The idea is so absurd. It is one of the givens in life. As a person in my twenties, I was still a confirmed atheist and a flat earth rationalist so I wrote an absurd poem called pity where I tried to prove that love was rational. I failed miserably in my effort, but I was too proud to admit that I lost the bet. Someone said he didn't know enough to be an atheist or a pessimist. It took me 53 years to recognize the absurdity of my previous superior attitude to virtually everyone around me. Many people would still qualify me as an atheist because I don't believe that god is a entity and I will not ever set foot in a church. Churches are for those who need them to find sanity and peace in this 3-D life. I have always been at peace, even when I was Consciously Incompetent. I used to believe only what I could see, hear, or prove through some kind of weird logic. Now, I go through life wide open, taking nothing for granted. I am unusually grateful for finally waking up to some degree. This was brought to my attention by Deepak Chopra recently when he confirmed the neutrinos had been found to a wave sometimes and a particle in other circumstances. It's all one form of energy or another, what is the big deal. It all comes down to a photon which is supposed to be the smallest particle of light. Whether it is the neutrino or the photon, the object is always the same, trying to explain life in logical terms. If we add the mass of probable amount of neutrinos in the universe we come to a more representative number for the dark matter in space. If we can somehow come up with an accurate number of the mass of the universe, then we can somehow explain the reason for the big bang and therefore logically agree about life. The unified field theory is another absurdity that I follow with a lot of interest. When we can explain the unified field theory to a child and he understands, then we'll have something. What if he or she gets bored and decides to do something else. It's like the project that was supposed to contain life in a biosphere for a couple of years, it didn't last 2 months, little did we know that one of the key ingredients was missing, the midichlorians. This little gem of a bacteria or virus is so elusive that it makes the neutrino look obvious. Sometimes when the wind, temperature, and water conditions are just right, this little item can be found in the middle of the Pacific Ocean. Now we feel better. Scientists can sleep because now they know what stopped their little god-like experiment. How absurd it all is! Why can't we accept the mystery of it all and get on with it. Merely because we have a controlling type ego base, does not mean that we always get our way. If someone on earth knew it all, why stay, the mystery is gone. Time to check out. Like the machine in Star Trek I who knew it all, but still wanted more. Along came a right-brained person to solve its problem, check out time, end of movie. Anytime you've figured life out you have a problem, what do you do for your next hat trick. How do you live through the next moment without a challenge to keep your interest peaked? Is a moment time bound or could a moment be an eternity when taken from another point of view. What if you whole life had but one purpose, to be President of the USA, and for the purposes of this argument, say you made it. What do you do afterward? It is said a mind raised to certain level has a real problem going back to what ever it was doing before. It is all in the attitude that is taken about what one is doing.What I have been trying to point out is that life is a mystery for a reason. It like an infinite loop of paradoxes. Be grateful for the mystery and magic of it all because it keeps us on our toes, always growing , learning, serving, and loving. To evolve while on earth and still be in paradise, marveling at how it all works so effortlessly. It is a perfect system and we are part of it, evolving at a slightly different rate than everyone else, perhaps, but still in awe of how great it all is and how great we make it by consenting to it with our perception and through our perspective. We are the creators of what we see and do, just as any god is. Our intent shapes our world, whether hidden or not. I Take issue with the saying, "Our thoughts/ beliefs shape our world. I think it should go a couple of steps beyond that. A thought without an intent is just an idle whim. A real desire can take form if you put yourself behind it. The mystery is what I missed as an atheist/ pessimist because I couldn't see it or prove it. I never really got it like I do now. Living life in the moment was for fools. Now, I long to live in the moment, appreciating what wonder , majesty, and beauty is in that one moment of life. Sometimes I do and those moments are the most precious ones I cherish because I can take experiences with me. I've learned to love the wonder of it all, and be a part of the manifestation of 3-D. Of course I am a god in embryo. Part of me is waiting to be born and another part is already flying. This is a great way in which to go through life. In awe of how great I can be when I am just at peace with life, accepting what I get and leaving what I don't , with no regrets.

Collective Reality

The more I buy into the mind control of today, the more I blend into a clone of everyone else. When I take responsibility for my life and its direction, I become more powerful and can begin to shape my own reality outside the whims of the masses. I can then determine that there is no spoon, just my perception of one, which may change depending on my perspective, or point of view. For instance, if I fall into the trap of believing in financial recession, I become poorer. If I believe in the natural abundance of life, I am rich. In this very small way, I can determine the direction of my life.

Coming Alive

How do you know when you are going right? It's when you feel good more of the time than not. Since I retired, I have had some time to reflect on the meaning of life and my role in this grand scheme. It comes down to being kind not right all the time and keeping your mouth shut so you can listen and observe what is going on around you. I have begun a real task lately of just not saying anything when given the chance. It's hard to not open your mouth even if all you were going to do was put your foot in it. I was so doggoned arrogant that I just couldn't help myself. I've noted that people are more kind to me since I started this effort of sitting on my ego. Very often, things come in from out of the blue to help me along my path. Currently, this is my path and I am writing each day. Not so much as a journal of the day's events, but I write about ideas that come into my head that often have nothing to do with what I'm currently involved in. I often write about what I dreamed the night before. I now can remember most of my dreams and that is nice because there is another world at night to live in. It is a bendable 3-D world where the laws of gravity and physics don't apply in the same context as they do when I'm conscious. Most of the time, I fly through my dreams sometimes going back to my previous self to tell me how to do things right. I know this is hogwash because if I would have done things differently then I would have other things to redo as hindsight is much better than foresight. In many ways, I am still stuck in my ways carrying around a large bag of rocks on my back for no reason, but I'm beginning to wake up and see the world differently. I can see the grand scheme sometimes with ease and other times, it passes me by without a glimpse. I am stopping more now to enjoy the moments as they go by. I notice things that I never looked at before, even though I waltzed right by them several times. The 3-D world is a wonderful place with endless diversity for us to share. I paint a good picture each morning as I wake up. My perception is that reality is what you make it to be. If you make it the same way every morning, then you will be doomed to relive 1 year, 70-80 times over and over again. Then, just for your lack of vision you may get to come back to 3-D again and redo the same things again until you wake up. Maybe that is what I'm trying to say. I'm waking up to my purpose for being here and that is just in time. I chop wood and carry water with a better attitude now. People all around me are nicer now that I don't judge them as quickly or harshly as I once did.You were born into the crowd to be comforted for a while, and then grow beyond the need for outside stroking. The crowd only strokes what is similar to itself. They can hold you back especially if you know why you're here. Doubt is a large part of their hold on you. If they can create doubt within you then they have won and you've accepted their rules as gospel. Only accept rules that you can validate as ones that do not enslave mankind. Learning from others does not mean you have to be like them or even like them for that matter. Know that you are connected to it all and can perceive a great part for yourself in this life, even if no one else thinks so. This life has many sides to it and usually winds up being a neutral experience. For every joy there is suffering, ups require downs, in and out, back and forth, give and receive, life and death, good and bad. Now, I've possibly stepped on someone's toes, but good and bad are relative terms. Good is only good according to someone's standards. All life is a trade off and we are constantly choosing our path so get quiet and live in the moment. If you really focus on what you're doing in this moment, release it for the next, and so on, you'll find a rich life full of genuine experiences that you'll cherish. Sitting on the edge of life complaining about how you never get a break will get you more of the same. Jump in, get your feet wet, remember it act then correct, not correct then act. If you create your perfect world and do not ever live in it, won't that be a sorrowful event. Take a moment or a few to enjoy the fruits of your labors for only you can enjoy the result as you made it for you. Remember too, that almost all of life is a journey because if you stop at the goal for long than you miss the point. Enjoy the whole experience of life without hurting anyone else and you've got the best of it all. You are then doing what you want to do and growing wiser because of it. Wisdom is many things one of which is knowing hat you are of value. More than that, we all are of value. Just because you may not see that someone in the gutter is of value may mean that you have not learned that lesson yet so you may be in the gutter sometime in the future just to prove the point. Walk a mile in someone else's shoes if you have an ego problem. Realize that opinions are useless unless they are asked for. Whenever you judge, ask yourself, could I be spending my time better, because unless you haven't noticed, the other person doesn't care or shouldn't if he or she is put together at all well. One of the goals of this life has to be, be independent of the good opinion of other people, ie.. leave the tribe. My home, street, city, state, nation, earth, football team, etc.. Is all just geography to keep your ego happy. Is this our earth, who was here first, the Draco or us. This is really a stupid question if I've ever heard one. We are not humans, but spirits free of all entanglements. We create our world in our image daily each time we wake up and if we don't like it, we can make different choices and change our perception and therefore our perspective on life. What bothers us today, is yesterday's fodder or dust. You only have a responsibility for what you take on in this life. If you want a simple life, be a hermit or monk as your soul's purpose will guide you. Don't expect everyone to be happy doing as you do because they do not have your soul's purpose for being here. All kinds of people think that anyone piloting a plane that dies is a tragedy. Who are you to hold judgement over their soul and its purpose. That may be the lesson they needed to learn at this point in time. Life is a series of triumphs and tragedies, but don't dwell on any one too long because you'll miss the point. Capture your life with the gusto it deserves. Sometimes you watch and wait, other times you act, but there is always the souls there observing how wise you have become so you may walk down a different street sometimes rather than falling in those same old holes all the time. Too much of correcting or acting is usually a bad thing. You have to move to live and you have to correct your direction sometimes. In a perfect world or dimension, our soul and ego are one in the same. Who came first, the chicken or the egg, another stupid question. Are we having fun yet, now that's a decent question to ask. If we are on purpose, ie.. doing what our soul had in mind, then it is probably got some enjoyment in it for us. That's the ticket, focusing on what you want, doing no harm in the process, getting in the flow of life. You say, you don't know what your purpose is, well I can bet that it has something to do with what you like doing. Now, if you like killing people then you have a problem. this means you like killing what you are connected to. If you are connected to that which you kill, then you are dying a little each time you kill someone and you won't live very long. A thing is true to itself. As Wayne Dyer would say, no tree is so foolish as if one branch hates another. If you hate, it is you that has the problem, and you will have it until you let go of the hate, or you may develop cancer and die of the hate. We come here whole, not broken, while here we learn some things consciously incorrect things and we pay the price. Get quiet if you're having problems, listen to the earth or your heartbeat and stop and wonder at the marvel of this plan and how it works. Enjoy!The world is neutral in this 3-D experience. My soul is bathed in light and immortal. This vessel we call a body is not immortal, but this is just the cover over us. The god force is just there observing what I do with compassion and indifference because the god force is everywhere. The energy of life runs through the 3-D universe as well as other dimensions. When other forces encounter the 3-D earth, it stands out as a globe of energy that is vibrant and whole, not fragmented and separated like we see it. Why do we see it in a bad light? Possibly our egos don't feel complete all the time. We need to get quiet and discover the wonder of our earth and everyone on it. We are connected to something quite light and free. How could it be negative? Maybe what we think is negative is just our reaction to not getting what we want all the time. Our ego's cry for more is quite a power in 3-D. We define who we are by our differences, but we strive to conform, to belong, to be accepted. It ‘s a fine edged sword, this life. We need to be complete to come home and how do we do this with something we cannot understand. I have to accept the fact that there are atoms in 3-D because I read it somewhere. Why is the god force such a stretch? I have a lot of intuition and I use it all the time. Not enough, though, for I am not there yet. I am gaining on it, observing myself doing this ridiculous dance called life. Wayne Dyer says to do an exercise that stretches your ego out a lot. He takes you out of your body and lets you see what the earth is like without you. He lets you see the fireball of action without you, the star in the picture. It's a humbling experience, but a great one to see the earth as one piece of the 3-D universe and to know that all your ego's troubles are bound up in that one small, precious place. It makes you appreciate the earth and want to clean it up. It makes me want to sweep my own doorway before I judge how badly others have done cleaning up their lives. I am living now, trying to notice as many moments as possible. Not holding on too tight so I can enjoy as many as possible. I was trying to follow my bliss without knowing what it truly was, before. Now I know what it is and I am once again flowing toward the light. Now, if I knew that the Draco were messing with my spiritual energy, then I would blast them out of existence, but that is hard to nail down as of now. I have also been carrying around baggage about how I treated Joe Serafini and Dennis Newton, as well as all the members of my family. I just found out why and it is simple. I tried to raise them up into my rare air and they lost touch with their energy as I gave them a new direction that they did not ask for. Shame on me, but now get on with my life and stop blaming myself for something stupidly implemented. I shifted their evolution closer to mine and they did not want to be near me. They rebelled and I was left wondering what happened. In reality, I helped them because I needed to and not because they needed it. They did not ask ,but they got it anyway. Who am I to cry foul when they woke up in my evolution not theirs. I will not knowingly grab someone again and drag them out of their supposedly happy situation. It was my ego trip, not theirs. I am through with this baggage. I am releasing it now.

Different Topics

During the last several days, some things have taken shape that I thought I should write to you about.

> What I call funny lights in the sky at night, of course, is what I believe to be troop movements. I have seen large lights about 1000 ft up in the sky that stay bright for several minutes and then go dim, to a point of almost turning off the light. These lights go from east to west about 30 miles north of Denver. I have seen them at all times from 1730-0130 at night crossing this area of sky for the last month or two. This area of sky was not normally active before.
< My elf activations are continuing. Last night, you, or a clone of you was talking to me in a harsh manner and pounding with your fist on a podium. This was new at 0400 so I woke up and then tried to reactivate it. I did get a reptilian form after that, but you were gone. I also got at least one hour of someone directing a symphony without sound after that. For a long while now, I have wondered why the NWO lets you project what you do. Last night may be an inkling of the truth. You were admittedly under their control for a long time and now are free or on a long leash. Their game may be a ploy to discredit anything that you do with respect to them or I may be getting to close to the “truth” myself, whatever version is in popularity today. Now more than ever, I am interested in those deprogamming techniques that you mentioned.. I would look after myself if I were you.
< I got a big hint from David Icke that G W Bush was going to be assassinated. This fits right in, as they tried to assassinate Pres. Ford to get Rockefeller into power. I often wonder about the risks that GW is taking. These risks are far and above what any other Pres. would have taken before. Chaney is no fool and has been in the NWO camp for a long while. I have a hunch that his many “heart attacks” are so much hog wash and may be an excuse to get some chats in with his superiors.
< Deepak Chopra is a reptilian of the first degree or at least a major Hybrid. I have been studying his writing and ways for years. He changed his modis operandi about a year ago when he began writing these horrid novels about the coming the antichrist. He may have been reprogrammed or just playing his part in the grand deception. His eyes and expression have always been unusual to say the least. His eyes are extra large and his expression is definitely reptilian. He makes a point of worshiping the ancient Indian gurus which came from the MU - Sumerian civilizations.
< I got another hint from David Icke that sat well with me. He said that certain entertainers may be reprogrammed into the NWO way of advertising since the politicians are on the way out with respect to influence over the masses. This brings to mind Pres. Reagan and his apparent lack of goodwill toward aliens in the early 80's, then Hinkley came around and all of a sudden, a new president emerges with Alzheimer for his thank you for showing so much NWO common sense. It seems that the VP’s of all the presidents who were shot recently had a lot to say with respect to NWO. “Dear” Arnold Schwartznegger recently underwent heart surgery and was possibly reprogrammed a little more as grooming for a future Kennedy presidency. His 6th Day movie is very prophetic.
< The NWO Argonne National Lab was on PBS last night proclaiming that it had a machine in process that would be able to ID any virus on the planet within seconds, not minutes. This ID would come from its DNA.
< The Internet has a cute photo going around now that is an ant carrying a microchip in its mandibles. I got this as a link from the David Icke website. This shows how small the microchips have become with nanotechnology coming of age. I am very careful now about genetically manufactured food from your hint, as well as getting any transfusion of blood at a hospital. Luckily, I have never had the misfortune of having to have a blood transfusion that I “know” of. Once when I was 21, a stick got stuck in my hand at a famous doctor’s home in Denver. I passed out and was taken to the Denver Clinic. Who knows what went on until I regained consciousness.
< A lot of gurus are on PBS these days, especially Wayne Dyer. He worships Deepak Chopra. He has chnanged his modis operandi several times throughout his career. The most recent being to write volumes of books without a computer while in meditation (channeling the information through this heart chakra. He places his hand on the book that he is paraphrasing and the energy flows through his heart to his writing hand. His message is a calming one that usually works well and distracts people from the real issues. I like Wayne Dyer a lot, but realize that every message comes through a filter.
< Another person who I trust a lot is like you in that he has lived the experiences he talks and writes about. Stuart Wilde is named correctly and been there, done it all. While people like David Icke and Wayne Dyer only channel their experiences. Stuart protects himself well as most psychics tend to do.
< It seems to me that there is a lot more going on in the world today than meets the news pages of America. Nothing is said about the possible troop movements for one thing. The government filters and leak process seem to have its hold on the American Press. Anyone who goes to a movie these days will be spellbound by the absolute wizardry going on in the screen by “special” kids and aliens, not us. Has anyone bothered to say that we can do all that is done on the screen if only we would wake up from our intended American dream of a 2-story house, 2 car garage, stable job and retirement, material success oriented philosophy. Stuart Wilde calls it coming out of tic-toc to slow down reality and actually live in the now. ie, Notice what is actually going on. The big movie hint these days is you have to be born special to do special things, WHAT CRAP! It seems that the movie themes are following the TB,BB lines.
< As I examine my life to date, I find that I have a lot of the victim mentality in me. I am good at giving and lousy at receiving. I have been this way all my life. All my friendships are one way and my wife is proving to be the same. Maybe I will purchase the victim release video.
< This is a lot to digest, I know, but this is what is coming at me in recent days and weeks. I continue to connect my dots from the information I am able to collect and assimilate. Sometimes the assimilation takes awhile and may or may not be so accurate when it does come out.
< The skies were empty tonight. Have a happy and stay safe. Mike.

Conspiracies

What is a conspiracy anyway? Is it a mad hatters tea party? Does it always make your life unbearable? Can there be good conspiracies? What about a conspiracy of one? What about my goals and dreams? Can I be a conspirator of my life? Conspiracies get things done by unseen means most of the time. What if I meditated on what I wanted and got other people to believe in it too? Would I then be a conspirator? NO, it doesn't always have to be bad things that are conspired to happen. I could use the synchronicities that happen within my sphere of influence to better my life. That might seem to be magical because I would be capitalizing on things that happen spontaneously to make my life better. Who said I couldn't conspire to make my life on earth a great one? Magic is where things happen so fast that we cannot follow them through in a slow logical system of event following event. When we get connected, things can happen fast. As Deepak Chopra has said many times magic is all around us and it is effortless. Why do we make things hard? Failing to live in the now and actually notice the miraculous as it is happening is a reason. All we have to do is stop our mind going so fast down the rut of life to notice it going by, one moment at a time. How do you notice life? Just get quiet and feel it go by. How long has it been since you have heard your own heart beat? I stop and listen to mine often. How long has it been since you've stopped long enough to hear yourself breathe? Can you feel your circulation going through your fingers? This is life happening to itself on a regular basis. Hardly anyone notices the observer in the spaces between the heart beats and breaths. In the silence, your soul communicates with you and everything around you, hoping one day you will catch on and stop hurrying around in such a flutter of so-called activity. Does what you doing right now feel good? If not, why don't you stop doing it and do something that feels good to you. When you feel good about what you are doing then things begin to conspire for you. That is, you attract to you the things that you not only think about, but actually feel good when you do them. When you feel good, that is a signal to your brain that you are being rewarded. It makes you want to do more of it just to grab the feeling again. No, I'm not talking about the drug called Ecstacy. Even though it triggers your serotonin levels and makes you high on the feeling. That is an artificial high because it's a source outside you that made the feeling start. Most people feel good when they help someone else to succeed at something. It must be in the genes or somewhere. How about realizing that we are all connected and if you help someone else, you are actually helping a small part of you. It's like payday everyday when you feel good. Speaking of payday, how many people exist through the week just to get to the weekend. Talk about not living most of life, that's the ticket. Getting drunk on Friday night seems to be a favorite. Now there's an activity that makes a lot of sense. Coast through the week to live for Friday night so you can obliterate your senses so you don't feel anything for a number of hours. This is a really stupid thing to do. Are these people really living life or are they destroying it. Maybe their Karma says they should do it, but their Darma says NO! What about learning while we are here in 3-D? That's more like noticing the silent witness and paying attention to your life as it passes. I'm talking about feeling the flow of life in you, experiencing it fully. This is how the magic returns to your life. When you wake up , you'll know it. It is all so easy if you stop and notice the feeling. It will put a grin on your face that lasts for a long time. How long is up to you. If you let the consequences of not noticing life as it happens control your actions, it will and you will going down the path that someone else chose for you, merely because you don't have the sense to notice the difference between one path and another. You lack the feeling for life if you have become an automaton going through 1 year of life, 50 times. Wake up and smell the roses, they are in the flow of life, giving their beauty and fragrance to the world as they pass by. You'll feel better and more like the conspirator of your own life again.

Doing What You Love

Doing what you love is supposed to be easy, not hard. If you think you cannot make enough money to support yourself in that activity, get creative, branch out a little, but remain true to yourself and you will overcome all obstacles. If you take a job just for the money in it, you'll wind up bored with your life and somehow you will sabotage your chances in that area. Worse yet, if you convince yourself that even though what you're doing is not good for at least one other person, then your house of cards will fall in on you. The law of attraction operates that way. If your ego says yes, but your gut says no, follow your gut. When you're not helping others in the process, the people and funds you attract will go away sooner or later. The law of attraction states that you sell yourself to others in the process of selling a product or service. Word of mouth travels fast. If you're doing what you love, the goodness will shine through and bring you the business you deserve, sooner or later. If you have a hobby that you love and can stand the job you have in order to support your hobby, make a home business out of the hobby and word of mouth will let you quit your job soon. Above all, it should be easy for you, since you love doing it so much. If it becomes hard, you're off track and you should re-evaluate what you doing wrong to make it hard. By hard, I mean that you think it's hard to do. Generally if you think it requires discipline to do, then it is wrong for you. Now, if you love discipline and the sacrifice that it supposedly requires, then go for it. When you're doing what you love or were meant to do, you often work longer hours just because you're having a good time. What can I say, when you do what you truly love, the time you spend doing it is in the flow state and the time does not matter. If you are stressed out constantly, then you probably are not doing what you love to do and you need to get a grip on your mind pattern and take a lesson or two from your heart to find out what really moves you. You shouldn't have to be convinced about it by anyone else, this is your thing. Hard work is just that , hard. Work smarter , not harder. I know that is a cliche, but it is true. Smart work involves knowing what you love to do, and finding a way to get paid for doing. Just because a thing is lucrative does not mean it is for you. The game is to make what you do lucrative to the public at large, so the law of attraction will start to work for you. People love to be serviced, and will pay handsomely for it. People also love products that are cheap and useful in their everyday lives. If you love making Ferrari's and you live in the Arctic, you may have to make some adjustments, like charging batteries or changing tires to get up enough money to build you own Ferrari or move to Italy, where there is more call for the thing you love to do. Even then you may have to build Fiat's to earn a living , so that your dream of building a Ferrari can have some hope of coming true. Desires come easy and the fulfillment of those desires should also be easy. We have a mind that is built to make things simple, so do just that, make it simple. Use the KISS method and Keep It Simple Smart. When it becomes hard to do, you can bet that you will lose interest fast. Being creative in the way in which you make what you love to do pay, is as simple as just noticing it all and taking action when you find something good for you. Opportunities come around all the time, but the best time to start is now, keep your feeling s wide open to life and make something good happen to you. Pull it to you through the Law of Attraction. What you think about and act on becomes yours almost effortlessly.

Enlightenment

This is a subject that is dear to me right now. It includes choices. I would call several people enlightened. Not one of them that I know or have heard of would take another 3-D life to save his own. Enlightenment means cutting loose from the tribal instinct bred into you from birth. It means letting go of the safety of tribal emotions. If a Draco came up to me today and tried to shoot me and I had it in my power to shoot him, I doubt that I could in all honesty, shoot him knowing that his destiny was not to shoot me first. The ego creates a lot of rules that are based on the fight or flight syndrome that I am finally growing out of. Does this admission make me a pacifist, coward, or enlightened, NO! It just points me in the way of knowing that I am firmly immortal and not into the idea that I should do harm. Does this mean that I would be used by the Draco, knowingly to do things that I would not normally do, NO! I would rather die than do anything that knowing ly would hurt another 3-D being. If I have to choose between life in a world where I have to kill or be killed, and not living, then I choose not be in this evolution at this point in time. There comes a time in everyone's life when certain things ring true. There is a bell going off in my head right now as to the right way to go. The Stock Market is definitely not the way to go. Cleaning up Rocky Flats and making monuments for all the people who died that didn't have to, is. I am helping the earth, myself and others in the process. I helped pollute the earth big time and in my own small way helped speed people to their idea of god. I am not going to pick up people who are in the gutter of life anymore. I will not volunteer what I know to any one who is clearly not of a mind to ask for my help. They have their reason for being and so do I. We are connected, but on different paths. Our souls may even meet and have a chuckle about the differences. I am leaving the crowd once more, never to return. For now, my way is clear and even though I took a long path to get here, I am here now. I cannot tell you where it will lead me, but I know it feels right. That is all that is important now. I am leaping again and it is something to watch. This time it is a evolutionary leap beyond the finite 3-D world into the unknown and I am ready to get started, knowing that everything will turn out fine for me. Do I have a clue as to how I am going to get out of debt, NO! I don't really care about the money. I have so much to give back for the privilege of coming to 3-D and I have lost so much time already, that I want to give something back to the earth and the people of this small planet that is so wise. I can now say that because I realize it as the truth. That which never changes is true. I can see only a small portion of this plan as that is what pleases me right now. I have always managed the coincidences of my life with ease so I again will do this. After being lost in the ego driven world of tick-tock Stock Market blues, I have gone back to chopping wood and carrying water. I don't even care to notice what I look like, though it is more than likely a fool. I have drifted one step into the observer zone, noticing and focusing on moment to moment life as it happens. I will reclaim my financial life or not. If I sold my home tomorrow, I would be out of debt. Right now, my wife says that is not an option to consider. I respect her wishes and go on to another solution. She too, is on a path of her own choosing and I am helping her when asked. When I connect to the god force, I become a god, creating my world the way my soul intended it to be. I am empowered with it all the time, but I just do not realize it, because at one time or another, I am too full of my ego to learn anything new. I finally have an opinion about my ego and that is; my ego is my opinion and nothing more. What I am starting to do when a supposedly negative event comes around, is to stand back not two steps, but a thousand to gain perspective so I can perceive the right thing to do from a feeling standpoint. Enlightenment is a process that one goes through, if one is lucky, and I am lucky.

Epilogue

I want to talk about the possibility that this world is not what it seems to be at all. I am not simply talking about 3-D or any dimension at all, merely about the possibility of a great plan to teach souls to grow into gods. There is an energy matrix that supposedly holds this world and everything in 3-D together. When we access the field or flow state we tap into that energy field and make manifesting possible. This is what we are potentially capable of. All it takes is the wisdom of silence, clarity and focus on our intent. We cannot care about what the outcome will be or when it will take shape for time and space have no meaning in field. How did we come to be where we are in this 3-D experience we call life? We came to be the way we are by just stumbling along and growing up with the crowd. We are starting to realize now that we can do incredible things beyond imagination a few years ago, if we separate ourselves from the crowd and its opinions. We are part of the crowd and if we stay within the crowd, we will only grow as fast as the crowd. The crowd's evolution is very slow taking millennia to inch forward due to the sheer inertia. However, if take our attention away from the mundane activity of just getting by and reach for a little more, we find a great system or plan that we are connected to. We came to 3-D with a purpose of growing in some way that only 3-D can teach. If we grow now, in this moment, then we don't have to repeat this process until millennia go by while the rest of the crowd catches up. The 3-D universe seems to me to a testing ground for growth. There are several levels on which you can grow. One is physically while another is mentally, but these are both limited in scope and can get you only so far. Only you can make the transition from 3-D to the field. Why should you do it? That is a fair question and one that I will answer right now. If you don't make the transition sooner or later you will encounter a deep boredom or depression which will not be lifted until you leap. It is not a leap of faith rather a leap of questioning why we are here. To be or not to be, that is the question that will eventually come to your consciousness. For some of us, this question comes early in life and for others , not at all. Most encounter it only as they lay dying wondering about what their life has meant. As my purpose is unfolding, I find myself needing to write about what I have glimpsed in this life so far as to the nature of things in general. Always when I write things come clear as they are now. Most of this writing I am doing now is automatic, as it just flows out of me in a stream of consciousness. I find that I am writing to an audience who will probably never read this. Maybe this will get published someday, maybe not. Possibly this is just my way of clearing out my ego of thoughts that come directly from my spirit. All I know is that I feel so alive when I'm doing this that it has to be right. Maybe this is my flow state for now and I have the talent for writing now. Later, i know it will change and I will achieve flow in many new and different ways. I suppose that is the fun of it all, telling my story even if only I am listening. I can only hope I pay attention to the words I am putting down on paper, for I am feeling great about the experience of doing this in this moment. The meaning of my life is coming clearer day by day. I tend to do a lot of meditating these days. Along with the writing, I have become a more silent person. I listen to music a lot now and it soothes me. Music has always been a large part of my life. The lessons I have learned so far are amazing and not what I had intended just a few years ago. I suppose retirement gives one the time to reflect on their situation in 3-D. I retired early in life to absorb myself in whatever came around for me to do. It has been good for me to have a limited amount of funds because I never had that lesson before in life. I still have not mastered that area so I am doomed to keep falling in the same holes until I actually wake up to the financial flow of life. I am a very contemplative person and don't move much without considering what the move does for me. On the other hand, I move quite easily when the right condition comes along. My wife does not understand what I'm doing at all and is very frustrated with me right now. This will pass as everything does and I hope she will notice a greater dimension of me coming out of the current ashes of my past life. She can be very literal and pragmatic and she does not have patience with any dallying around. The direction of my life in 3-D has been through the four stages of normal growth. First, I was an inquisitive child, full of wonder, then I bought into other people's opinions and became one of the crowd in my own limited way. Then I rebelled and went off the deep end with anger at everything that appeared to be wrong with the world from my viewpoint, still deep in the rut of the mundane. Then I started to lose my anger as what was the point, if no one was paying any attention to me raging on like a lunatic all the time. I started to wake up very slowly from the dream of living in a seeing, touching, hearing world only to a new possibility of more than I had before. This was long after I went crazy for no apparent reason except boredom. Boredom taught me several things of which I am only figuring out. Boredom can in the service doing a menial task and then repeating it for no other reason than to keep busy. I know why human beings are kept busy. It is because if we're not kept busy we might begin to figure some things out on our own and that would not be nice for the so-called leaders to deal with. Their gig would be up and they would have to give up the charade that they have been playing with us. In a sense, boredom woke me up and made me get on with life. I had a rude awakening which I ignored completely and dove into my work. It only took about 10 years of this before I was kicked in the shins again by boredom. This time I married my way out of it. Wives hate inactivity in their husbands and find all sorts of odd tasks for them to do. No, I am thinking my way out of it through writing about my life and how I should apply the knowledge I've gained to the current position I find myself in. I have been stuck for a long time now, 20 yrs or so, in my own self contained box. I painted myself in this hole with my view of reality, never once realizing that I could just change. I can climb out of the hole anytime but it is so comfortable and pleasurable that I don't. I set up the running out of money thing to get me to move and I will have to move very soon now, as the money is running out fast. It ‘s funny how one can sabotage oneself into moving one way or another. I did this as sure as I am standing here in 3-D at this time. My spirit has let me do this in order for me to learn and I am dense.

Evolving

I want to evolve and change into what I believe I can be. What that is, no one knows except me and I don't know now. I just know a direction I want to try to see if I ‘m any good at it. Writing has always been a hobby of mine and I want to try again to do something lasting. Maybe this is my ego's shot at posterity, but I have to do it. I seem drawn to it like a horse to water. I would like to write a book about awareness and coming of age in an enlightened age. Maybe I'm the last one to start, but I'm a leaper and I learn fast. During my first 50 years, I didn't learn much, but I had a good time. Maybe that was part of my reason for being here, but now it's changing and I want more than the tic toc hum drum world I can physically see when I'm conscious. I like my dreams better when I remember them. It's funny about falling in holes and letting your ego get carried away. The coincidences of life can be dealt with. The moment I let the market go, I got a job offer. It's like the moment I realized what I was doing to myself with all this negative reinforcement and decided to let it go, things got better in a hurry. Now, all kinds of people are begging to help me. Why didn't I recognize my folly before? Stupidity, in a word, mixed with pride. I was an investor and proud of it. Now I'm not. It's called getting on with life. I spent enough time in this hole in the ground and on this particular street. I could have gotten out at any time, my ego would not let me, due to extremely false pride. I was never any good at investing. I'm good at engineering and stone cutting and I love to solve problems. I am also a good writer, and getting better all the time. My wife is my teacher and she is a good teacher too. She knows me pretty well and can always tell when I am kidding myself. She keeps me honest, maybe that is her purpose for being here, besides being talented, creative and beautiful. Yes, she grows more beautiful with age. Maybe I didn't notice it before, but I do now. Her friends are all looking old now, but she's still young at heart and in body. She still looks good in her birthday suit. This has been a long tantrum for a grown up to have. I guess it's better that I wake up now, than never. The wake up call is late, but not out of the realm of possibilities. It's time to stop beating myself up for the market and get on with something that let's me be peaceful.

I've spoken about this before and I just got more of the picture. Living in the now is like becoming the universe which ceases to function in every moment to come back into existence brand new in the next. All we have to hold onto is the experience of life itself. As we are all connected, it should be easy to reach out and touch someone else, but our stories prevent us from doing that. If we let our bodies judge what is best for us without the use of the ego, we would be fine. The trick f it all is to let it be, as it is it is fine. Being with it, wondering about life, having lifeblood curse through our veins, and feeling it do so is one of the greatest pleasures around. Becoming an observer of it all and leaving it as we found it seems to be preferable to stomping on it until it is lifeless. Become a game player to be fully alive in every sense of the word. The universe is here to enjoy above all other things so enjoy the process of living and dying every moment. If you don't like the life you're living create another more to your liking and enjoy that. You create your mind pattern, which in turn creates your DNA, so change now. In every moment, there is a rebirth of life itself, take the opportunity now, become the process of life consciously. Notice photosynthesis as it is happening for instance and grow with the tree of life. Reach out into life itself, not to judge with your mind but to feel the energy of it all, the pulse of life is in the experience of it. Experience is feeling your body as it goes through life. Take the time a to notice and there will be all kinds of time for you to experience. Try not to hold onto much in this life as it will by necessity shut of the observer in you. Try to be as philosophically light in this life as possible for your stories trap you in the linear kind of life that you all too late recognize as what you did not want at all. The more you have to justify in this life, the more you let your real life slip right by.

Face Mapping & Religion

Tampa is proving to be NWO Central these days, first it was the starting place for the Un implant, now it's face mapping headquarters. Cameras are installed over a 32 block area and the GPS is tracking us as we go through Tampa. Colorado is considering something like what Tampa has. It won't pass in this state yet, but it is coming. Freejack is here today in more ways than one. We are being tracked everywhere on the Internet these days by MicroSoft, as I wrote about before. There are supposedly about 50 features of the face that are unique, and we only need 14 to get a positive check on anyone alive. Enemy of the State proved to me that the satellites are up there to track anything the NWO wants to see. Starship Troopers accessed direct mind reading as well as The Fortress. The Grazer satellite in Under Siege 2 jumped up gravity in certain regions almost like orgone and unorgone energy and the Black Moon are actually doing. I believe all movies have a more subtle reason for getting to public view. Almost all movies are test cases for one thing or another. The Matrix hit me on the head hard and made me look at the world in a different light. I thought we had some degree of control over our actions and I still do, only it's a more subtle form of control that we have and almost no one is using it right. We can choose to tune out of the garbage that surrounds us and go our own way. We can choose to make a simple mind pattern just enough complicity to get the job done in 3-D and evolve past the crowd that is mainly controlled by their religion. People that are vey close to me do almost everything the right way as far as I can see, but they don't get anywhere due to their religion based mind control with original sins and ongoing unholy thoughts that they have to repent for. They appear to worship this god who is always outside of them and overseeing their every move. In other words , they worship the government who poses as a god who is always telling them what is right with them and wrong with them. This is so they will look to the government for all their answers. One day the government will become a god in fact, by making sure that everyone follows their wishes. The NWO will become the new roman catholic church with coming of the second programmed christ. The NWO is the OWO and the OWO wrote the bible so the reptillian culture could come back on top of the earth again. The bible predicts the second coming of christ and the NWO is doing their dead level best to make it happen on their terms. The next decade could be real interesting if you like horror movies. I'm going to tune out and keep my mind pattern as clean as I can. I suggest you do the same.

Finally

Now, I switch to today events and project them to their somewhat weird logical conclusions. Now, if you're reptilian and want to control a planet completely, what would you do? Several of us would go in with guns blazing and kill or maim 20% of the subjects we were trying to control. However, reptilians are a little more devious, but no less ferocious. Reptilians have all the time they require to make things happen since they are a race not of this area of space. They are truly long-lived beings whose main idea is control. What makes them uneasy is to not be in control. This will be their ultimate downfall, but unfortunately, we'll have probably a few million lifetimes until that happens. What if cloning, time travel, soul switching, space travel, and etc. were not only possible, but happening now. Why would they tell us? To empower their slaves, of course not. Are reptilians secretive by nature? YES!Let us say that we are a gullible race of beings that were made to be that way for a purpose. Let us further say, and I know this is a stretch , but since it is my story, here goes. We accept what we see as truth. We question what we hear until we see it with our own eyes enough times that it becomes real for us. If 6 billion people say something is white and I say it is black, who is going to win or lose the battle of wills. ME, of course. Even if I'm proved right, I lose because it may take many lifetimes for that to come about. Meanwhile I am lost in the shoutings of the fools that cannot see what I see.